Sofia

You are predestined for success
Your life will be a long and broad success
Unless you have broken such a destiny yourself

"Ohhh how's it going man?"
"So, how's it going Samuel?"
"It's all good boy"
"Do you want to come to Alcântara?"
"Let's go to Alcântara boy, but first there's going to be a party at D. Dinis boy, those end-of-term ones. I was thinking of going there and then we'd head to Alcântara boy"
"Then we'll see each other there"
"Alright boy, see you there. Show up, I'm leaving"
"I think so"
"Stay, boy"

I went to D. Di's wedding and the scene was from where
She looked but hid her admiration
And I looked and responded with satisfaction
Because I already knew what she felt
Her name is Sofia, and she belonged to the association
She had the company of a guy who didn't seem sane
She passed by me just to appreciate
She lost her shame, started with the seduction
Starts the chorus with her soft hand
"Don't you want to go outside where the street is empty?"
No! I prefer my room which is 100 meters from here.
Are you coming?
"Only if you promise to give me incredible moments"

She was funny and the buzz was so much
That I went to tell Marco that I wasn't going to Alcântara anymore
I left. I'm already in the room with my partner
She asked how many ladies I had, I said it was the third
And it was fine, we went to the Moon and didn't even see Venus
We were naive, only 16 years old
In adolescence we think we are eternal
And we don't think about the consequences of mistakes (ok)
At the end of the coitus I hugged her with one arm
And at the end of the night at the door I kissed her on the cheek
Bye there..!! Do you want me to go with you?
"No, my house is right there"
She went down the building and I never saw her again
I questioned myself but didn't worry that much
I knew I would see her in the second term
I saw her again in January
And she pulled me to a corner of the socializing room and said:
"My period didn't come"
I already knew. "I already knew? If I knew, I wouldn't have gone up!"
Shhh... Calm down Sofia.

That day she was trembling and I felt her nervous
Did you take the test? "I did and it turned pink"
I assumed it was the color that shouldn't be seen
I didn't know what to feel in a mixed emotion
On one hand it was the fear of being a young father
But on the other hand it was the pride any father feels
And the abortion didn't match her ideals
And she knew that no matter how much she wanted
Her parents would never accept being grandparents now
But the choice is ours, it's us now

"You have this child, don't worry. Let's try to find a solution to fix this."
"But we don't have a house and we're studying and..."
"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. I'll talk to my mom or we'll go to your parents' house. It doesn't matter. Look, even if we have to leave school, we'll work, we'll try to find a... well, sustain our thing"
"ok well yeah, if it's like that yeah, ok I'm in"
"alright then"

She became my official lady
It was difficult all that initial drama
The essential now is a livelihood for the kid
And suspending our studies
Benefit him in a detailed agreement
A marriage in a registry office without a suit or dress
Only the vows of an invested time
In love and in the destiny that my room made
Gave us a pregnancy that was in the fourth month
But if there was a little more sensibility
Our lives could still be the same... but
Now it's too late, school is behind
And the ultrasound showed a boy
We pondered Nuno, Bruno, Daniel or Tomás
You choose love, it's all the same to me
"I like Daniel Mira, it rhymes with dad"
She said in a good mood, but at Alfredo da Costa,
she just said: aiiiiiiii!
And when he comes out, he's immediately introduced, his mother's breasts
With 3 kg and 300 grams, no problems
I looked moved to see him asleep
The mother-in-law says he looks like a deceased uncle
It's the ritual of resemblance at birth
Has the special vision to see the difference
In signs taught by the previous generation
In an inner intuition of those with experience
After the child is born, there was a disagreement
I saw the romance descending in favor of our offspring
Because I went to her house but I wasn't well received
I was bullied to have clothes, diapers and milk
And at the end of the day I came in an 8 from the Bulls
And later at night I went out with Marco, I talked and reflected
This wasn't what I wanted but it was what I deserved
I like rap, I could even be a good MC
But rhymes don't pay bills and I have a lot
I'm tired of going to the market to shop
With the cash well counted
I only loved the child, she no longer attracted me
Because I took off the ring every time I cheated on her
And this is the time I'm thinking of leaving her
Because we don't just talk, we argue and the kid cries
Dreams of crutches at Christmas exchanging gifts
Wrapped in packages are now just mirages
And at the bar with Marco I said I didn't deserve so much bad luck
If I could go back I would go to Alcântara-sea.

"How is it possible to break destiny
if I have mine and everyone has theirs?"

"So Samuel, how's it going? are we still going to Alcântara?"
"Let's go boy, let's go, let's go boy. Get out of here boy. There was a girl sticking with a guy... but that girl a guy sees every day, so let's go to Alcântara"
"Yeah forget it. Let's catch a fare. Look there's one"
"Look there's one!"

We made a getaway in a stove that featured
A wart with a size that couldn't be ignored.
In the 24 CBR 600 and I see 6 and there
are more are eis and arais, than teenagers
Who vibrate with raters and whoever passes honks
But who wants to see women who pass then go to Benzina
But it only hits from 4 up so it's still early
Now it's Alcântara and we're getting close to Pedro
The man at the private door, the man who aborts the entrance
Or takes the exit to those who behave wrongly
And Marco approaches him from the inside because our morals
Depend on who puts us in there
The wait was short for someone to come
And signal Pedro to give us access
Inside the music, joint, suffocates, the flash
That blinks on the track while we go around the custom
If you like to dance and want attention
Here there are no wheels, you only have columns or the counter
But the counter is more for the big manel and the dancers
who disclose the skin that appeals to provocation
I see the available column, I'm in the mood
I have new moves today I'm going to give the exhibition
But right after there's a lady sbi who asks me to go up
And I couldn't do the show I wanted
But if it's paparia it's welcome and this is no exception, she's very beautiful
The pussy is no longer lucid the music hallucinates her
She rubs my breast and I saw her in bed, lioness-bed
She has a ring on her finger but without fear of dancing
In a sensual contact she makes me insecure
But what encourages me to take initiative
To give me a kiss and captivate me physically
While she moves I move too
But I already see 10 boys looking and I go down and come back
The girl I don't even know what to call her
So I ask her name and where she lives to start a conversation
She's Dora from Olivais and today she's alone, her parents are away
And I say she's my neighbor
Next she asks, I answer but lie
I'm Samuel, work at the Council and I'm already 20
She's 26, she's much more mature
And the more I lie the more she likes, the more she puts up with me
And she didn't come accompanied but intends
To take me to her area with a choir that works
And a body that presses, kisses me and mentions
That she wants me a lot and I go with
The conversation and think that I don't just
A conquest, a victory, a random attraction
A destiny that brought us together in the same space
Marco passes through the room where I'm sitting
With a smile and a wave that says you're sorted
My hand hits the other meaning I'm leaving
His head says yes and I show my thumb
We're already outside and Dora no longer knows where she left the boat
And when she finds it I say go slowly
She's already on foot but confesses she gets all wet
Driving faster, idle talk
It's the thought that comes to my mind, and I let her accelerate
Just ask if she can touch wherever she wants
And I let her, and she wants to open my zipper
With one hand on the steering wheel and the other on my erection
I'm a puppet, a fetish that Dora loves
The hanger that Dora explores in the car
The taxi that takes me to climax, and I'm almost there
She looks at me and?!!

"Each one is incessantly influenced by their influences, you know?
And among the influences there are good and bad, negative and positive"

I wake up and there's a light that blinds me
I hear crying in the background and I have serum in a vein
I can only remember a column in a bar
A doctor comes who tells me about the lumbar column
That I will never walk again
Because I broke it in a car accident
Where I was the survivor
Suddenly the flashback of that day came to me
If I had known I would have gone with Sofia.