16/12/95

You are predestined for success
Your life will be a long and broad success
Unless you have broken such a destiny yourself?

Oh, how's it going, man? So how's Samuel?
You good, boy, do you want to come to Alcântara?
Yeah, let's go to Alcântara, but first there's going to be a party at Dom Dinis
I was thinking of going to those end-of-term ones and then we'd head to Alcântara, boy, so we'll
See you there, come on, boy, a guy sees you there, shows up, I'm going to leave, I think so, stay, boy

I went to Dº Di's wedding and the scene was from where
She looked but hid her admiration
And I looked and responded with satisfaction
Because I already knew what she felt
Her name is Sofia, and she belonged to the association
She had the company of a guy who didn't seem sane
She passed by me just to appreciate
She lost her shame, started the seduction
Starts the chorus with her soft hand
Don't you want to go outside where the street is empty?
No! I prefer my room which is 100 meters from here
Are you coming?

Only if you promise to give me incredible moments
She was funny and the buzz was so much
That I told Marco that I wasn't going to Alcântara anymore
I left. I'm already in the room with my partner
She asked how many ladies I had, I said it was the
Third
And it was fine, we went to the moon and didn't even see Venus
We were naive at just 16 years old
In adolescence we think we are eternal
And we don't think about the consequences of mistakes
At the end of the intercourse, I hugged her with one arm
And at the end of the night at the door, I kissed her on the cheek
Bye! Do you want me to go with you?

No, don't let me stay, my house is right there
She went down the building and I never saw her again
I questioned myself but didn't worry that much
I knew I would see her in the second period
I saw her again in January
And she pulled me to a corner of the social room and
Said
My period didn't come
I already knew
I already knew? If I knew, I wouldn't have gone up
Calm down, Sofia
That day she was trembling and I felt her
Nervous

Have you done the test? I did and it turned pink
I assumed it was the color that shouldn't be seen
I didn't know what to feel in a mixed emotion
On one hand, it was the fear of being a young father
But on the other hand, it was the pride any father feels
And the abortion didn't align with her ideals
And she knew that no matter how much she wanted
Her parents would never accept being grandparents now
But the choice is ours, it's us now

I'm telling you, Sofia, don't worry
We'll try to find a solution to
Resolve this
But we don't have a house and we're
Studying and I don't care, man, it doesn't matter
I'll talk to my mom, let's go to your parents' house
It doesn't matter, even if we have to leave school
Let's work, let's try to find a way
To support our scene
Ok, yeah, if that's how it is, ok, I'm in then
Okay

She became my official lady
It was difficult, all that initial drama
The essential now is sustenance for the kid
And putting our studies on hold
Benefited in an extensive agreement
A marriage in a registry office without a suit or dress
Only the vows of invested time
In love and in the destiny my room made
Gave us a pregnancy that was in the fourth month
But if there was a little more sensibility
Our lives could still be the same but
Now it's too late, school is left behind
The ultrasound showed a boy
We pondered Nuno Bruno Daniel or Tomas
You choose, love, it doesn't matter to me
I like Daniel, it rhymes with dad
She said in a good mood but at Alfredo da Costa, she
Only
Said: Ouch
And when he leaves, he is immediately introduced to his mother's breasts
With kilos and three hundred grams without problems
I looked moved to see him asleep
My mother-in-law says he looks like a deceased uncle
It's the ritual of resemblance at birth
It has the special vision to know how to see the difference
In signs taught by the previous generation
In an inner intuition of those with experience
After the child is born, the divergence came
I saw the romance descending in favor of our offspring

Because I went to her house but I wasn't well received
Bulia, to have clothes, diapers, and milk
And at the end of the day, I came in an 8 from the buls
And at night I went out with Marco, I talked and reflected
This wasn't what I wanted but it was what I deserved
I like rap, I could be a good MC
But rhymes don't pay bills and I have a lot
I'm tired of going shopping at the market
With the cash well counted
I only loved the child, she no longer attracted me
Because I took off the ring every time I cheated on her
This is the time I'm thinking of leaving her
Because we don't just talk, we argue and the kid cries
Dreams of crutches at Christmas exchanging gifts
Wrapped in packages are now just mirages
And at the bar with Marco I said I didn't deserve so much bad luck
If I could go back, I would go to Alcântara-sea

How is it possible to break a destiny
If I have mine and everyone has theirs

So Samuel, how's it going? Are we always going to Alcântara?
Let's go, boy, let's go, boy
There was a girl sticking with a guy, that girl
A guy sees every day so let's go to Alcântara
Yeah, forget it, let's catch a fare, look there's one
Look
There

We made a run in a stove that featured
A wart with a size that couldn't be ignored
On the 24 CBR 600 and I see 6 and there
Are more are and are than teenagers
Who vibrate with rattles and whoever passes honks
But who wants to see women who pass then gasoline
But it only hits from 4 onwards so it's still
Early

Now it's Alcântara and we're getting closer to Pedro
The man of the private door, the man who aborts the entrance
Or takes the exit to those who behave wrongly
And Marco approaches him cautiously because our morals
Depend on who puts us in there
The wait was short for someone to come
And signal to Pedro to give us the
Access

Inside, the moka music suffocates the flash
And blinks on the track as we go around the custom
If you like to dance and want attention
there are no wheels here, only columns or the counter
But the counter is more for the big manel and the dancers
Who display skin that appeals to provocation
I see the available column, I'm in the mood
I have new moves today I'm going to give the exhibition
But right after there's a lady sbi who asks me to
Go up

And I couldn't make the display I wanted
But if it's paparia, it's welcome and this is no exception, she's
Very beautiful
The pussy is no longer lucid, the music hallucinates her
She rubs my breast and I see in bed, lion bed
She has a ring on her finger but without fear of dancing
But in a sensual contact, it makes me insecure
But what encourages me to take the initiative
To give me a kiss and captivate me physically
While she moves, I move too
But I already see 10 boys looking and I go down and come back
The girl I don't even know what to call her
So I ask her name and where she lives to bring up
The subject
She's Dora from the olive groves and today she's alone, her parents
Are out
And I say she's my neighbor
Next, she asks, I answer but I lie
I'm Samuel, I work at the council and I'm already 20
She's 26, she's much more mature
And the more I lie, the more she likes me, the more she tolerates me
And she didn't come accompanied but intends
To take me to her area with a choir that works
And a body that presses, she kisses me and mentions
And wants me a lot and I go along
Conversation and thinks I don't pass
A conquest, a victory, a random attraction
Of the destiny that united us in the same space
Marco passes in the room where I'm sitting
With a smile and a wave that says you're oriented
My hand hits the other, meaning I'm leaving
His head says yes and I show my thumb

We're already outside and Dora no longer knows where she left the boat
And when she finds it, I say go slowly
She's already funny but confesses that she gets all wet
Driving faster, idle talk
It's the thought that comes to my mind and I let her
Accelerate
I just ask her to touch me wherever she wants
I let her, she wants to open my zipper and
With one hand in the direction and the other on my erection
I'm a fetish puppet that Dora loves
The hanger that Dora explores in the car
The taxi that takes me to climax, I'm almost there
She looks at me and?

Each one is a target of their influences
You know?
And among the influences there are the good and the bad
Negative and positive

I wake up and there's a light that blinds me
I hear crying in the background and I have serum in a vein
I can only remember a column in a bar
A doctor came who told me about the lumbar column
That I will never walk again
Because I broke it in a car accident
Where I was the survivor
Suddenly the flashback of that day came to me
If I had known, I would have gone with Sofia