Geständnis

I regret my lies, regret my honesty
I regret showing real weakness to the wrong people
Regret the drug time, the drug hype, the criminal records (Wuah)
And regret that little kids imitated me (Rrah)
Street prominent, but nose full of shame (Haha)
I regret slamming my car shut and burning it down (Wuah)
Hitting you in the face until your mom doesn't recognize you (Hahaha)
Robbing and running gas stations, no, that wasn't really Sam (Eh-eh)
I regret the hearts I broke back then
Karma caught up with me, I see the consequences
Regret lying in vomit, being drunk every weekday
And constantly under pressure like a drumbeat (Wuah)

Look, I fought with myself, fought with withdrawal
But that wasn't enough for this world
And so your movement and a ridiculous cancel scam
Led to my suicide attempt
To my suicide attempt, but that wasn't enough for this world and (Rrah)

This is my confession
Because I want out of my emotional prison (Wuah)
This is my confession
Because these pains in the air and chest are not human
This is my confession, thank you, dear God, for your wisdom
But why do I sometimes wish I could be high again? (Rrah)
This is my confession (Wuah)
Because we don't live forever

Regret my feature with you, regret my feature with her
It brought money, but made me lose myself in Tille
And don't tell me I'm ungrateful
Because I'd rather have stayed poor, bro, and had no contact with Lucifer
Regret that I made it and you're still on drugs
And I'm afraid again of what tomorrow holds for you
I floor the gas pedal to the max with the sole (Wuah)
And that I didn't piss on the floor at the Berlin Hype Awards (Hahaha)
Regret signing contracts
Regret fucking myself up, but also waiting for love
With Tilidin damage, so that kids start with Tilidin
And only regret it when I'm no longer here

But maybe I don't regret what I've done
Because it brought me this far
Because it opens the eyes of thousands of kids
Because my story makes you pay attention

This is my confession
Because I want out of my emotional prison
This is my confession (Wuah)
Because these pains in the air and chest are not human
This is my confession, thank you, dear God, for your wisdom
But why do I sometimes wish I could be high again? (Rrah)
This is my confession
Because we don't live forever

Regret the cut with you and that you didn't feel comfortable
And I have no head for thousands of problems
Because how fate decides, bro, is often no coincidence
And no matter what should happen, Okan remains my brother
Dicka, I regret my time with Anis
Suppressed and not deserving anything in return
But if there was no Bushido, there might be no Toni
There might be no Lukas, no Kordi or Soni
But because this life fucked me over so many times like no other
I might regret the verses I just said soon (Rrah)
Or maybe what I just said now (Hahaha)
Oh damn, who knows? Life is a bastard

Chaye, I regret bribing cops while high on drugs
That I'm stuck in a cell, hurting Dunja deeply
I regret these words I hear when they speak
If one of them shoots, heads will roll when I rap

This is my confession
Because I want out of my emotional prison
This is my confession (Wuah)
Because these pains in the air and chest are not human
This is my confession, thank you, dear God, for your wisdom
But why do I sometimes wish I could be high again? (Rrah)
This is my confession
Because we don't live forever (Ah)

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Wuah