Casi Algo - Cap #11

It hurts more to miss, what could have been
More than what didn't happen and halfway stayed
My heart waiting for the train that stopped at
Another station for months I refused to

Ours was not love, for months I begged you
Even though it was always a no, if there was never
A universe where we were two
I ask for an explanation of why

Although we never started our story
Your eyes condemned my memory
Baby if they ask you, I let you go
Even knowing I never had you

And although I sometimes miss your calls
I have to accept that there was never anything here
We were just two souls in love
Who lacked wings in their time
We wanted to get on a flight that never took off

They say what doesn't happen doesn't hurt
I never imagined I could miss you
Having you and not at the same time seriously hurts me
I live under the fear of never trusting
Anyone!

I look for your laughter elsewhere now like
How do I explain to mom that you were my everything
But at the same time you were no one

I've hated you for so long, but I'll be honest with you
I still miss you too, we were so close to being
Something I know your flaws even being strangers

And although we never started our story
Your eyes condemned my memory
Baby if they ask you, I let you go
Even knowing I never had you

And although I sometimes miss your calls
I have to accept that there was never anything here
We were just two souls in love
Who lacked wings in their time
We wanted to get on a flight that never took off

Now you leave and run away, after you destroy me
And you have the nerve to cause collapses
Now you leave and run away, after you destroy me
Loving you was expensive and this sinks me more

Now you leave and run away, after you destroy me
And you have the nerve to cause collapses
Now you leave and run away, after you destroy me
Loving you was expensive and this sinks me more

And although we never started our story
Your eyes condemned my memory
Baby if they ask you, I let you go
Even knowing I never had you

And although I sometimes miss your calls
I have to accept that there was never anything here
We were just two souls in love
Who lacked wings
Almost somethings hurt more, you have shown me
Almost somethings hurt more and you have proven it