Indeleble

Trying to leave you frozen in a memory that ends up chilling me
Maybe it's the scars, the recent logbook up to now
Without realizing it, I materialize you in loose phrases that end up suffocating me
Because your indelible spirit has stained my memory
Despite fighting so much, it's your memory that arrives first
Unconditionally makes me know that I still wait for you

In front of my incredulous gaze, they punished my recurring selfishness
Seeing myself alone in the mirror, I realize that I have faded away
The times I experienced your heart in fury have been of desire
I let myself be defeated and now the water never finds calm

Today I try to extract all that you left inside of you
Here the truth hurts like an incurable disease
Today I will demand from time the piece of me that has died
Here it was not in vain to love to understand that a price is paid

In front of my incredulous gaze, they punished my recurring selfishness
Seeing myself alone in the mirror, I realize that I have faded away
It was like slowly submerging myself in reefs of lights
And I didn't warn you, you the current that pushed me so far
Despite fighting so much, it's your memory that arrives first
Unconditionally makes me know that I still wait for you

Today I try to extract all that you left inside of you
Here the truth hurts like an incurable disease
Today I will demand from time the piece of me that has died
Here it was not in vain to love to understand that a price is paid