finiscimi

I wrote you a thousand letters and didn't even tell you a word
I still keep yours
What will you think?

Who knows what you'll do
Doodling on my books, reading between the lines
I can't control myself anymore

I don't know how to control emotions
So sometimes I acted like a fool
Don't get used to it, I'm just a liar

I'll make a collection of the mistakes I've made
I'll only see hallucinations in my eyes
You who don't love me and I still call you

To tell you: Finish me

Make me feel how terrible I am
How disrespectful I've been to you, disrespectful

By not telling you the truth, understand me
In my defense, I say I was lost
I still gave my all, my all
Even now, even now

I wrote a thousand beginnings so I wouldn't have to leave you alone
I didn't see you ready, I didn't have the courage
To take this step and now that we've done it
I understand that I left, what I was left with
With this fucking nostalgia

I don't know how to control emotions
So sometimes I acted like a fool
Don't get used to it, I'm just a liar

I'll make a collection of the mistakes I've made
I'll only see hallucinations in my eyes
You who don't love me and I still call you

To tell you: Finish me

Make me feel how terrible I am
How disrespectful I've been to you, disrespectful

By not telling you the truth, understand me
In my defense, I say I was lost
I still gave my all, my all
Even now, even now

It won't be enough if I ask for your forgiveness to have you back with me
It won't be enough if I write you a letter, this is the last one

Understand me, in my defense, I say I was lost
I still gave my all, my all
Even now, even now