Desaparecer

And tell me why
I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear

And tell me why
I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear

And I dreamed of you again
I look at you in the distance
And I cling to you and chase you
And just when you are so close
And I want to hold your hand
Something wakes me up and says
To leave you, that it's not healthy

And it's so strange
I don't know why I hurt
This heart that screams
Your name and says I miss you
Year after year
My eyes get misty
Remembering your Chinese eyes
And brown hair

I just ask to disappear
From all your appearances
That when I write, I can't see you
That you no longer inspire my songs

It was so hard to understand
The worst of my addictions
Were your kisses and hugs, woman
I can't find reasons anymore

I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear

And tell me why
I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear

Today I want to get rid of her
Not to come back
That I don't want to love her anymore
I stopped looking for her
And she always comes back to me
It's like a blow from karma

I don't want to look at her anymore
I look at her and tears fall
Understand that you hurt me
I beg you to leave me alone

I feel like an astronaut
I want to go back to Mars
Going from moon to moon
Until I find you
You were the only place in the universe
Where I felt alive
Even when the oxygen was missing

But I understood that it wasn't healthy to be like this
That it was better to leave than to share
I promised I would do everything to see you happy
Even if that meant
That I wouldn't be there

And tell me why
I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear

And tell me why
I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear

And tell me why
I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear

And tell me why
I don't know what to do
If I close my eyes
And see you again
I would like to disappear
I would like to disappear