El Idiota

I'm the one who thought that if you left everything would be fine
That you would be happy and so would I
The one who thought leaving you was the right thing
The one who sees no flaws in you today
The one who thought asking for time was okay
The one who thought it wouldn't hurt to see you with him
The one who was wrong to let you go

The one who shed a tear as you walked away
The one who looks down when he hears your name
The one who hurts to see you with another man
That's me, even if it sounds strange
The one who had to pay dearly for a small mistake

The one who lost everything when you left
I'm the one you loved, the one you never lied to
I'm that: The one who never cried
I'm that: The one who didn't appreciate you

Because I'm the idiot who still loves you
The idiot who cries for you every day
The idiot who is dying for you
The idiot who can't stop thinking about you

The one who thought he could love anyone like he loved you
And who would give anything for you today
The one who used to say he wanted to hang himself to sleep
The one who can't sleep now thinking about you
The latecomer, the rude one, the idiot
The one who is dying to kiss your lips
The one who waits for hours in front of your street just to see you for a minute
The one who never gave you a gift
The one who didn't appreciate you, the one who used to yell at you

I'm the stupid one who made a mistake
The one who abandoned you, I'm that idiot
The one who told you: Shut up, you don't matter to me anymore
Today you matter too much
And here I am, sitting and watching you, I'll stay silent
Watching your beauty
When the father asks: Does anyone object?
I'll bow my head, even if it hurts

But I'd rather you be happy with someone who truly values you
Someone who loves you and makes you happy
Someone who brightens your days if they're gray
Someone who won't fail you like I did
He loves you, I: I just wanted you
I'll never be what you deserve
I hope you'll be happy until death do you part

Because I'm the idiot who still loves you
The idiot who cries for you every day
The idiot who is dying for you
The idiot who can't stop thinking about you

Because I'm the idiot who still loves you
The idiot who cries for you every day
The idiot who is dying for you
The idiot who can't stop thinking about you