Droga Del Momento

I never learned to be alone to give myself time
To feel bad and tell someone what I'm feeling
Even though I'm fine, I think something's going on inside
And I don't know how to explain it

But you look at me intently and you understood everything
You told me to watch what I demand, how did I get this far?
Where I want to erase everything, forget your name
Because when someone mentions you, I wonder

If I really don't care or am I just lying to myself?
There are few times I understand myself
I wanted to hide and not find you
Why do you keep showing up?

It's normal to imagine you all the time
Something of you lingered in the air
Just enough to intoxicate me
You were my momentary high

No, I can't breathe in this room
What I feel is suffocating me
Until I invent a place in the ink
Imagining things differently
I threw away your picture because it fades me
And what was left
I hid under the rug
Hoping it would disappear
I admit it amazes me
That it became normal
To say I'm fine
When I'm not fine
And I wonder

If I really don't care or am I just lying to myself?
There are few times I understand myself
I wanted to hide and you found me
Why do you keep showing up?

It's normal to imagine you all the time
Something must have lingered in the air
Just enough to intoxicate me
You were my momentary high