Cuadondo

I'm 19 and I suffered like 86
Life is a bitch but I love her as she is
Nothing moves me anymore, I can't write well
My people love me but I don't understand why
I never loved myself and I won't do it
I have too much but I can't see it
My mind is stuck waiting on the platform
If I continue this path, the train will escape me

I look in the mirror and I see everything wrong
I look from the side and I'm not special
Sometimes I believe it just to pretend
Deep down I hate myself more than any other mortal

And if I talk to you about her it's because I'm hitting rock bottom
The only one who saw something when everything was a mess
Her voice heals me more than boxes and drums

I'm a square and with you I fell round
I'm a square and with you I fell round
I'm a square and with you I fell round
I'm a square and with you I fell round

You changed my edges, now I became a rhombus
I've changed the gaskets but I'm still at the bottom
All day with the phone but I don't answer it

And if there's nothing left, let's go now
I want to spend my cash to heal my heart
Like rum with coke with your body alone
I would give you my life but you don't care
Time is slipping away, the hours eat me up
I want to enjoy it but it controls me
I look for my moment, maybe it's now
And this is the peak of my wave

The more I look for you, the more absent I feel
Time has passed, I'm close to 20
I've gained as much as I've lost people
And it wasn't that much, I don't feel different
I know I'm different from all your suitors
But I'm going to win you over even if reluctantly
Sell me whatever you want, Mommy, I'm your loyal customer
I'm going to make you choose me in front of those people

As long as you choose me everything is fine
As long as you choose me everything is fine
As long as you choose me everything is fine
As long as you choose me everything is fine

My life can't be
Like it was yesterday
Mommy, I don't want to go back again
My love, I don't want to go back again