Idealizar

I put you so high and you turned out giant
Because it was for me, sorry for idealizing you
You didn't have to fulfill my wandering heart
I stopped loving myself to be able to love you

For a while I convince myself that the bad one is you
Here black and white merge into one color
There's no good and bad when it comes to love
We're just people trying to heal the pain

We're just people and sometimes I forget
To try to forget you I changed my love for anger
I thought I was moving forward, but I was running away
How am I going to forget the love of my life?

And now I see you with someone else and anger erupts
I wanted you to be happy, but with me, and that kills
My chest burns, but that's what love is about
You think you have everything and suddenly it's taken away

Mami between the chords of your body I remembered
Guitar curves, I didn't know how to play you well
I keep calm, I'm going into Zen mode
If I see you smile, I don't care if it's with him
I drank from your river and ended up in Eden
I blamed you for everything, I wasn't really okay
I always wanted a Moncler coat
Now I want the warmth your skin gave me

I feel like it's not the end, we're just in between time
I wait for your message to tell you how I feel
Mami don't lie to me, then I won't lie to you
My love is for you, not just anyone

It's more of a farewell letter than a love letter
Repeated sticker no longer fits in my collection
I do this to let you go, enjoy the song
In my heart there are no hard feelings, not in every line

Mami I love you and I also want you to love me
But I can't do it if you live your own way
Your love goes up and down like the tide
I sail the ship, but this is already dizzying

And I, mami, no longer want love
It's true I miss you, I'm not saying I don't
But the play is bad, the curtain closes
If you wanted to kill me, you hit my Achilles' heel

I search in the gaze, I don't know who I am
I don't want anything anymore, I don't know where I'm going
I look to the sky, the color has changed
I no longer feel jealous, now I'm better

Mami between the chords of your body I remembered
Guitar curves, I didn't know how to play you well
I keep calm, going into Zen mode
If I see you smile, I don't care if it's with him
I drank from your river and ended up in Eden
I blamed you for everything, I wasn't really okay
I always wanted a Moncler coat
Now I want the warmth your skin gave me