Mamá

I'm giving my all to be able to go far
Sometimes I don't know if all this is worth it
But I always remember when I see myself in the mirror
That rap and poetry dwell within my veins

Mom, she asks me, what do I want to study?
That I should start thinking about university
It's so overwhelming not knowing the truth
It's just that how do I explain that I want to rap

I already know, I'm not what you wanted
I also know, I'm not what you deserved
I love you too much, even if I never tell you
Everything you gave me, I will give back to you one day

I'm a walking mess that follows the wind
How will you understand me? If I don't even understand myself
The only thing I know is that I was born to write
And without that in my life, I don't know what living is

I look at my future and I only see it blurry
I don't know if I did nothing or if I became successful
I have faith in myself, I will get out of this pit
They will know me as a glorious rapper

I'm the worst son and I ask for forgiveness
Even if I correct it, I don't deserve your love
You forgave me for everything, but I never cared
Sorry for the tears that my life caused you

I already know, I'm not what you wanted
I also know, I'm not what you deserved
I love you too much, even if I never tell you
Everything you gave me, I will give back to you one day

I'm a walking mess that follows the wind
How will you understand me? If I don't even understand myself
The only thing I know is that I was born to write
And without that in my life, I don't know what living is

She says: I'm lazy, that I never do anything
It's been a while, mom, since I heard a compliment
I act normal but I'm hurt
I'm not one to complain after what I've caused

Mom, I'm going to break the stages
I'm going to show you that I'm not ordinary
I was born for this, don't say otherwise
I would give my life if necessary

Mom, I'm going to break the stages
I'm going to show you that I'm not ordinary
I was born for this, don't say otherwise
I would give my life if necessary