Bucle

Another morning I wake up in bed without desire
Next to my pain that loves me like my woman
I take half a joint from last night, take a few puffs
And another morning I have smoke from Blue Hell for breakfast

No juice or toast, nothing to eat
Just my head, the day starts just like yesterday
One more day, one less, to see again
All those who left my side to never return

Another morning I wake up in bed without desire
I want the day to pass already to sleep again
Dreaming of you, at least there I can see your face
And hear you say: Dude, everything will be fine

And another morning I wake up and, well, nothing comes out
And with nothing, I've been for years, twenty-three to be exact
At seventeen, I packed up and kissed mom goodbye
And left with everything to win and nothing to lose

And here I am writing, but nothing comes out
Maybe I already said what I had to say yesterday
Because I've been half my life spitting out paragraphs
Written with my own blood on top of the paper

Because I have my back full of stabs
One for every damn time I trusted a day
How do you not want me to have this damn face?
Tell me, my buddy, because I don't know

Where to go, I say at a crossroads
Where all roads lead to the same place
Play and play until I win the game
To return to the starting point and start over

That's my life (hey), I feel like Truman (today)
Everyone looks at me (dude), I don't even know who I am anymore
Living in a replay, look where I'm going
To the same bar as yesterday, to get just as wasted today

I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)
I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)

Yes, I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)
Yes, I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)

And another morning I wake up on the couch without desire
Next to my pain, she loves me like my woman
I grab the ass of that bottle of Havana rum
And take a swig, to get back on the train

And I enter the loop, the wheel, the back and forth
And I stumble upon that, the rock, the bump
And I fall into the pit from which I just came out
And tomorrow I'll have to deal with that shit again

Once again, nothing goes as you planned
And once again you find yourself doing ugly things
Once again I mess up and say to myself: Dude
Look how big the screw-up is and you messed up

Shit, once again you thought you were winning the fight
You get hit and find yourself between the ropes
(Shit), you thought you had forgotten her
But you hear a song, and you remember her

(Shit), once again you remember the love she gave you
That froze you and gave you warmth
That sang the music you sent her
And you loved it so much that it killed you

Once again, and once again you make the mistake
Of betting on a horse that's a loser
Once again you find yourself with no one around
Maybe life is telling you that it's best to be alone

Like the Sun, shining but alone
Because everything I touch, I burn
And so I touched your heart, ashes on the ground
And so I touched another bag, and back to square one

And another morning I wake up with a bad hangover
I need to see nothing to see the light
I put on a Monday like you on any weekend
Here, everyone carries their own cross

And another morning that I don't sleep, but sweat, mama
I'll have time when I die, now fly
I say to myself as I paint the last row of scales
While the garbage truck passes by outside

And another morning says goodbye and I'm still awake
Talking to God, why don't you mess with the rest?
And another morning doesn't say anything from its mouth
You know Groundhog Day? I live inside

And I suppose tomorrow will be the same
Put on the beat, cry to the notepad
Miss what I missed too much in many others
In my bunker, stuck in my loop

I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)
I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)

Yes, I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)
Yes, I'm stuck in the loop, stuck in the loop
Stuck in the loop (aah)