Birthday Song

Everyone's wishing for happiness
And I can't escape this circle either

No one wants to be unhappy
Fighting for that one seat we all want

I can't even honor the lives
That weren't chosen, not even that
I'm still living today, pretending
While feeling sorrow for someone unseen singing

Mom and Dad fell in love
And it's been 20 years since I was born

How many have loved me
And how many have I hurt?
I can't, I can't, answer that

Someone who wanted to be chosen
Might have seen a color of light
I'm still searching for it today
Caught between wanting to die and wanting to live
Over and over, struggling through it

Today is someone's birthday
And at the same time, it's your death day
I remember when I take a bath
And someday, I'll probably forget
After thinking of dying and stopping
With this breath I couldn't let go of
I'm singing a song
With nowhere to want to be
Even if I don't understand the meaning of being born
At least, at least
At least, at least, at least

Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Unhappy birthday
To you

Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Unhappy birthday
To you

I can't even honor the lives
That weren't chosen, not even that
I'm still wishing today
To stay alive, please
Don't die, I shout it out
Over and over again

In this world that keeps going on
With someone who wanted to be chosen
I'm still searching for a place to belong
Caught between wanting to die and living
Over and over, lost in it

For the life that was born
At least love, love
So that someday I can be gentle
So that someday a gentle morning will come

Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Unhappy birthday
To you

Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Unhappy birthday
To you