Usotsuki

Every time I think of you
Things never go smoothly
Hiding my true self
What do I really want?

Acting like your best friend
Just to show a smile
Another lie slips out
Even though I love you

Until my voice goes hoarse
I want to put it into words, but I can't say it
Tears overflow towards the suppressed heartbeat
My love breaks into a facade of toughness
Realize
Under this narrow sky
I'm staring at you

Kindness can be cruel at times
Somewhere in my body, I know
Feeling loneliness in the crowd
I want you by my side

Slipping through observations
My feelings aimlessly sway
Just waving my hand towards you

Surrendering to the lies I jumped into
Where should we go?
As doubts pile up
I become cowardly
Humming in the depths of my heart, an eternal world
Someday, I hope to meet in the same future
There's a part of me wishing for that

Until my voice goes hoarse
If I think of you
I'll reach that heart of yours
Not beside you, but next to you is better
Even though my love breaks into a facade of toughness
Under this narrow sky
I'm staring at you