Reason Living

Struggling, atoning, searching for a reason to live
The dazzling light, yes
Because it's not yesterday
Stray dogs running aimlessly

As if filling in the blanks
I was seeking a single
A single
sentence
Begging for what's not there
But that won't get me anything
Why do things always slip away?
I reach out these tainted hands to the sky

Longing, resisting, searching for a reason to live
The answers I desired are no longer in yesterday
The new page is written by the lost self at the end of confusion
Reason d'etre

Drifting between the lines
The definitions of lies and truths
Lies and truths
Seem like nonsense
If you keep avoiding your instinct, turning your eyes away and running
In the end, you won't be saved
The unquenchable thirst, who is holding it... who?

Looking up, asking, searching for a reason to live
Wandering through the desert of words
Everyone facing each other is the lost self at the end of confusion
Entangled paradoxes

Begging for what's not there
Because I decided there wasn't
Not being able to buy it
Because I didn't believe
Realizing that knowing pain
Is the beginning of salvation
Hold hands

Struggling, atoning, finding a reason to live
The dazzling light, yes, because it's not yesterday
Creating a new page is oneself
Stray dogs running towards tomorrow