Una y Media

Ye ye, a song written in the early hours
A song with #insomnia full of truth
My reality my true disaster
Wof, my damn disaster
(I apologize)

With hands on my head full of chills
Worried about the things I haven't fulfilled yet
The contract that hasn't arrived although still expected
I remain firm in this shit with a record and without a label
My love life is really a mess
Because of me because I've always thought
More with my dick because I've been a cold person or rather an idiot
I've broken those who loved me more than they were broken
And I apologize if I hurt you, it wasn't my intention
It's just that my heart has been broken and I'm tougher than a rock
It's just that when they fail, you think you forget
But someone pays for the mess of my falls
I've experienced many things sleeping with several women
I've slept with some having another one waiting for me
But I would never change sleeping with the one who loves me
Because it's damn shitty to wake up with someone you don't want

I've given many pieces of advice that I never apply in my life
The bad things I do are the ones I always repeat
For some of my exes, I'm just a big damn
For others also a damn but also a good guy
Nothing is rosy, they either value me or leave
Nobody knows me, they only know my Instagram

Why do you come without knowing me showing your ass
And bust and you don't want me to call you a whore but you act like one

I've told my problems to the one I had
A waste to the one who also knew that I would only see that night
My face is smiling, my soul is a mess
Because it doesn't matter the hug, what matters is that you feel it
I've also given roses, I've also taken to stores
I've also put a bandage on with people who were shit
I've also stayed alone not knowing what I feel
They've taken away even the affection, only talent remains
Love is complicated, but it confuses anyone
Being taken as you want is not the same as being loved
Are you ready for sex, you can move and pretend
But not everyone who fucks you wants to stay to sleep
For the days we were absent and not talking
And we saw each other and fucked without even kissing

For that and other things that I don't even want to remember
That's why we don't talk today and we don't think about looking for each other
I know you don't care about the things I feel here
You'll be with me as long as I remain the one of the moment
And when that ends and you see that the check doesn't arrive for me
You'll go with another, because you're with those who stick the most
I miss you a lot and sorry for distancing myself
But it's better to stay away, better now than later
Maybe you didn't notice the times I cried
While I saw you asleep, caressing your face
I still love you because when you write to me
I feel that after so long my heart revives
But right now I wouldn't be what you expect
I have a shitty life, busy that's my career

All the money that comes goes into productions
It seems like I'm on vacation, but I don't have vacations
The times I gave away what little I had
You can't imagine all I sacrificed for that
And today I don't have everything, not chains or diamonds
It's been tough but I swear I'm better than before
And don't worry about me, just stay in your
Business, it's not the first time I rebuild myself
And I go through life alone, I only have my mom
I don't even expect to be loved, I just hope for likes
Because I'm like a robot, working all week
I don't even remember what it's like to go out one day with the guys
If I make you feel disgusted, I'm sorry I'm sincere
But it's impossible for me to be silent and not be honest
That's why I want the same, even if it hurts in the wound
You love how we fuck but not my lifestyle

Don't try to change anything about me, if you don't like it then bye
I'm a damn mess mommy and this is what it is
Despite all the bad things I can offer you
If you need me one day mommy I'll be there
My friends don't sit well with you because they come from the neighborhood
I'm also from the neighborhood and you say you love me daily
Love is fleeting with the people you get involved with
Loves go to hell and friends stay
You see me calm like this when we sleep
But I'm thanking God for what we ate
Because people enjoy the beauty of the stands
But they don't know what you've missed out on for an empanada

You like that I buy you Victoria's Secret
The splash but all those tastes my love are paid with cash
And I'm sorry if I can't buy you a Louis Vuitton
Because I prefer to go grocery shopping and have you eat
It's my opinion because I did go hungry
And I know what it's like to be fucked up and street is not buying jackets
But feeling cold that's why leave me alone if you want to fuck by force
Because the only thing I really want is to create a future