Olvidamos Ser Felices (feat. Khaayraps)

If I had been different as a kid
And if my dad hadn’t left when I was young
If I had learned to calm down as I grew up
If I hadn’t learned to lose myself as I got older

If as a kid I felt big with nothing
If as an adult I don’t value shit out of habit
If as kids we were shooting stars
Today as adults we forgot how to be happy

It’s sad how the years go by, tell me
You’re living in a movie, you don’t go to the theater anymore
You play a role, fall for actresses
Paper seeks fire, anxiety’s the lighter

I love burning out, and when it rains I feel down
I escape from the world, otherwise I don’t smile
As the years pass, the damage triples
Let it hurt and not know how to lie to me

I don’t want any more of this, it’d make me bad
I can’t do it, I’m tired of waiting around
There’s no hand for me in the fire
Trust disgusts me, and disgust made me feel far away

Today I don’t want to find stacks
Because I grab them and don’t come back
I’m absent even though I’m this
Emotion takes over the body
The body dragging like a dog

Now I get up and don’t look back
I dance alone even if I stumble
I didn’t see anyone die from this
I lied when I said I’d die for you
You lied feeling less

If I had been different as a kid
And if my dad hadn’t left when I was young
If I had learned to calm down as I grew up
If I hadn’t learned to lose myself as I got older

If as a kid I felt big with nothing
If as an adult I don’t value shit out of habit
If as kids we were shooting stars
Today as adults we forgot how to be happy

Life isn’t as pretty as it seems
And when time passes, it just gets darker
I know it’s complicated to be loved sometimes
I know it’s complicated to know who you’ll grow old with

It’s a tough feeling to know who you belong to
Hold me tight if you know it hurts
And never let me go, even if the wind takes us
And take me far away even if you let me go later

Look, I’ve tried, but I can’t force it
And then I’m the bad guy for telling myself the truth
One day I felt so weird, I never went back to normal
And it was after your shots aimed without looking

And I can’t escape anymore
I don’t decide what to feel
How easy it is to say love
How hard it is to make someone laugh

And it’s all over, everything has an end
I’m not focused on searching, I know it’s there
You could’ve changed everything
But you preferred to kill me like a samurai

What a shame it is
Together against wind and tide
And let those who can’t stop
Leaving the wound open

I’m not waiting anymore, I can’t even control myself
Feelings on the surface, especially to change things
How hard it is not to hurt, and how easy it is not to think
Don’t let me taste your honey, I already know it’ll kill me