Azúl y blanco

How long it's been since I dream at night,
how long it's been since you don't hug me at night,
because in your absence
I search for my blackened soul
in that mix of screams,
blood, asphalt, and your agony.
Now silence measures my awakening,
now silence makes me break down in tears
and it seems to me that the clock
stopped dead that day
since without you, I don't know,
my gaze is lost.

I wake up sweaty, distressed,
clinging to the hope that none of this
had happened that day, terrified and humiliated
with the mark on my hands
of carrying all this weight
that your goodbye has left me.
Because I can't handle this,
because I can't take it anymore,
because as I write, I remember
the San Sebastián neighborhood,
La Orden, and my house
that is now black
and will forever remain in mourning.

Since you left, I feel you here,
since you left, I've been crying,
now I look at the sky and see you there,
since you left, the sky
is blue and white.
Since you left, I feel you here,
since you left, I've been crying,
now I look at the sky and see you there,
since you left, the sky
is even bluer and whiter.

And with respect,
I watch over those souls
that were buried
in the abandoned night,
and with respect,
I raise my voice to the wind
to ask God for an explanation
for all this suffering.

Don't sell me 'whys',
don't rent me faith,
don't teach me that life should go on.
Without you with me, what's the point?
Without your caresses, what good
does this damn 0-3 do me?
Without you, what's the use?

Since you left, I feel you here,
since you left, I've been crying,
now I look at the sky and see you there,
since you left, the sky
is blue and white.
Since you left, I feel you here,
since you left, I've been crying,
now I look at the sky and see you there,
since you left, the sky
is even bluer and whiter.

I cried, I cried...

This is my small tribute to
the people who died
in the Recre fans' bus
on December 20, 2006.
Also to their families.
Thank you also to Real Madrid and Sevilla fans
for all your support.
Undoubtedly, since those 4 people left...
The sky is even bluer and whiter.

Since you left, I feel you here,
since you left, I've been crying,
now I look at the sky and see you there,
since you left, the sky
is blue and white.
Since you left, I feel you here,
since you left, I've been crying,
now I look at the sky and see you there,
since you left, the sky
is even bluer and whiter.