Lie Again

I hate you
I hated myself
I hate seeing you

Take me back
To where we used to be
To where I wasn't

So don't love me
You can only hurt me more

Tell me anything
Even if you know it's awkward now
Look at me, hold my hand, walk with me
Before the painful love, before the more painful memories
Take me back

Longing and separation
It hurts more than just meeting with tears

Tell me lies again
Words that are not true
Tell me lies again
Words I don't want to hear
Tell me lies again

I hate you
I hated myself
I hate seeing you

The words 'I love you' that I said because I loved you
I saw you because I lacked
Longing and separation
It hurts more than just meeting with tears

Tell me lies again
Words that are not true
Tell me lies again
Words I don't want to hear
Tell me lies again

We wanted more change
With words that didn't exist in our hearts
You hurt me
Every day, needing you
I push you away
Regretting

Tell me lies again
Words that are not true
Tell me lies again
Words I don't want to hear
Tell me lies again