Still Lonely

Yeh uh
They’re like ocean waves
Just alone
What season is it?
Just alone
What season is it?

Yup uh man I’m livin it
Not getting bored every day
Wherever it is, all the kids
Follow around and gather
Like ocean waves
In the middle of following the patterns
Messages that keep disappearing huh
Life is interesting
My heart is full, about to burst

As time goes by
My steps get heavier
Meeting people is awkward, conversations are stiff
Even when our eyes meet, it feels strange
Just keep brushing it off, brushing it off
Not even trying to keep in touch
Just keep brushing it off, brushing it off
Even if I don’t want to, keep brushing off

A meaningless reason
Not thinking about disappearing
But why is it
Getting more and more scary?

Even the warm morning breeze
Feels colder today
Making it more lonely
Like an empty shell
It’s crumbling

Just alone
What season is it?
Just alone
What season is it?
Just keep being alone
Why keep talking?
Like an empty shell
It’s crumbling

Because of me, the road is blocked
Living without getting bored like this
The overwhelming feeling is familiar
What made me like this?

Days pass, nights come
Time goes by
I’m blank
I’m blank

As time goes by
My steps get heavier
Meeting people is awkward, conversations are stiff
Even when our eyes meet, it feels strange
Just keep brushing it off, brushing it off
Not even trying to keep in touch
Just keep brushing it off, brushing it off
Even if I don’t want to, keep brushing off

A meaningless reason
Not thinking about disappearing
But why is it
Getting more and more scary?

Even the warm morning breeze
Feels colder today
Making it more lonely
Like an empty shell
It’s crumbling

Ha, the overflowing feeling, it’s getting bigger
My heart is a mess
In the mirror, the reflection of my swollen cheeks
At home, I collapse alone
So I can’t see myself properly
That’s why my appearance is distorted
What season is it, I’m alone and sad
Just keep being sad, why is it like this?
The distant laughter
It’s mocking me

A meaningless reason (meaningless reason)
Not thinking about disappearing (not thinking)
But why is it (but why is it)
Getting more and more scary?

Even the warm morning breeze
Feels colder today
Making it more lonely
Like an empty shell
It’s crumbling

Just alone
What season is it?
Just alone
What season is it?
Just keep being alone
Why keep talking?
Like an empty shell
It’s crumbling