TRAUMA

I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing (oh, yeah)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, why can't I forget
That's my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah

Trauma got me bad, bad
When I was young, I basically dropped out, had no friends (yeah, yeah)
Boxed in, boxed in, my own world (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in my fantasy like (woah)
Dreaming it to be real life (woah)
I waited without thinking, but I knew
Now I realize
I'll end up alone like this
I don't know what to do, except for this
(What to do, what to do)
Blocked ears, turned up the volume on my earphones
I don't wanna be alone, no
I don't want to be forgotten
So I'ma sing this song
Is anybody listening?

Barely exhaling breath
The way to breathe seems forgotten
Until I become kind to myself
That's the hardest for me
I feel like it's a debt
The light given to me
The expanding stage, unlike the moon
Where I am in my heart
Is about a square meter, yeah

I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing (oh, yeah)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, why can't I forget
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)

Familiarity with being forgotten
My immaturity
The trauma that emerged from my doubts
In my head
What on earth is the reason I'm alive
Like a loach
Even if it's pitiful and tormenting me, uh
I'm not just gonna sing
I'm more trapped in my trauma
My mind is getting exhausted
Digging deeper into my own burrow
Yeah, deeper (deeper)
Deeper (deeper)
So deep that I can't even find myself
Where is the end of this trauma
I don't even know, I need a hand to hold

Barely exhaling breath
The way to breathe seems forgotten
Until I become kind to myself
That's the hardest for me
I feel like it's a debt
The light given to me
The expanding stage, unlike the moon
Where I am in my heart
Is about a square meter, yeah

I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing (oh, yeah)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, why can't I forget
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)

I slowly sink, yeah
Even the singing will decrease
Still I want to sing, yeah
It's okay for anyone
Take it out from here
Or even you, come in, come in

Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah