Just (그냥)

Stuck in my room all day long
Hiding behind the closed curtains
Lying in the corner of my bed with my phone off
I don’t want to do anything
Yeah, I guess I’ll just slowly let go of my regrets
It’s been days like this, nights spent like a wreck, eyes sunken in
This emptiness spreads through me like a scent of
A breakup

I stare blankly at the sky, yeah
Talking to myself without any meaning, yeah
I try to laugh, I try to cry
And just like that, another day slips by

I just wanted to be like this
After you left
I just didn’t want to think
After I let you go
Getting drunk on the booze I couldn’t drink
Trying things I never did
I just, just, just, just
That’s how I was after you left

Uh, living like a crazy person, up and down
It really hurts a lot
I miss the times we’d tear each other apart and fight (sometimes I miss that)
But now I realize, after time has passed, I’m just a fool
Trapped in these moments without you, feeling scared
Here it’s no reason, no season, no
I feel like I’ll never forget
That day, I was just, just

I stare blankly at the sky, yeah
Talking to myself without any meaning, yeah
I try to laugh, I try to cry
And just like that, another day slips by

I just wanted to be like this
After you left
I just didn’t want to think
After I let you go
Getting drunk on the booze I couldn’t drink
Trying things I never did
I just, just, just, just
That’s how I was after you left

I know it sounds foolish
Even if I look silly to you
I have to get by like this
In this broken world
Just to catch my breath, I want to
I just want to hold you now

I just wanted to be like this
After you left
I just didn’t want to think
After I let you go
Getting drunk on the booze I couldn’t drink
Trying things I never did
I just, just, just, just
That’s how I was after you left