Mañanas

In the prayer that no one read for us
Rests the endless time in shreds of colorless memories
And still today, no one wrote the past voices of those mornings that sense tore away

And the sun dried the anguish that screamed
The bitter rain in the morning... without you
And the sea drowned without seeing the sun rise
Without embracing it, without telling it what it did today
I could only miss its warmth

And here you see me fearing to be who I am
Wishing you had seen the man I can't be without you
If my unconditional love thought it was enough...
Why did everything crumble that morning?

And the sun dried the anguish that screamed
The bitter rain in the morning... without you
And the sea drowned without seeing the sun rise
Without embracing it, without telling it what it did today
I can only miss your warmth

In the mornings when I am a son and you are you
I miss you so much today, I often dream and remember the boy who grew up and lost his sun
It's you, the light and the warmth
That shines and burns in what I am!

And the sun dried the anguish that screamed
How angry and scared I still am without you
My faith died in everything I am
I want to hug you and tell you what I did today
And feel your warmth again