Lo Que Nunca Ha Sido MÍo

Yes, yes, yes
Yes, yes
Yes, yes
Caressed world
Let me give you
What has never been mine

I am only my pain
Me and my pain, heading towards the center
I am only my pain
Yes, seeking love under a cement-colored sky
I am only my pain
What? Me and my pain, heading towards the center
I am only my pain
It says, it says

I walk from the outskirts to the center
In the city where the flowers shiver from the cold
I write down the words I come across
Giving to the wind what has never been mine

While everything outside remains the same
Hope and its ritual, the balance of good and evil
Find a job, swallow the bait
Try to fly low, there are no shortcuts to heaven

No, I just try to be myself
While the heart gallops towards the abyss
Pure juggling, my verse in balance
The line that separates hedonism from suicide

Yes, if the world were perfect
I'm saying if the world were perfect
Maybe tears would make wheat sprout
And the gods would have no enemies, but

The system wants slaves it can exploit
Sweating out any concern
Work for a hundred bucks without complaining
So you can pay for the nails of your coffin

And I just want the pure ambrosia
To bathe in a light that will never be mine
To be able to have a day of white madness
And feel something akin to joy

Baby, I'm looking for a chord
Look at me, on the edge of life as order falls
I like this disorder too much
Of seeking love under a merciless sky

I'm trying to find an explanation
For this damn feeling of sadness and rootlessness
And maybe it's the disappointment of avoiding temptation
In the same proportion in which I fall

Or maybe it's that I feel banished
From this superficial and decadent society
And so I prefer solitude to being beside
This humanity of evanescent vanity

It's not ego that drives me to write
But the fear of dying without ever having said anything
I see those rappers boasting
All having something to say and never saying anything

And I don't know if there's a cosmic plan
Or if we're just dust in this inhospitable world
But I'm happy against all odds
I found a purpose for my scars

And if you want me to tell you the truth
I'll tell you that gold is secondary to me
I'm a kiss away from loneliness
And a verse away from feeling like a millionaire

So
Go, run away, escape, save yourself
Baby save me, let's save ourselves
Go, run away, escape, save yourself
I say save me

Go, run away, escape, save yourself
Let's save me, let's save ourselves
Go, run away, escape, save yourself
Baby, save me

Because it's time for me to face fear head-on
And to face that I'm a stowaway on Charon's boat
Crazy heart from the Ebro to Sacromonte
I write a song as I chase the horizon

And my verse guides me and just tries to be a good guy
It knows that one does not choose what they love or what they write
And maybe that's why my muse flirts
Sometimes she caresses me