Llamada Perdida

I went out to look for love and the world turned its back on me
Life is a cheap whore in a skirt
Sex taught me that sex alone is not enough
It's a void you can't fill with alcohol or money

Tell me, what do you see when you look at me?
Maybe the same as I do when you forget about me
I lied so much that I'm already a lie, with my comings and goings
I wanted to buy loyalty but it was already sold

You can't be my friend if you're hot, I tried, dear
Let me tell you that's a lost battle
You know well that I have no limits
That my life is living this as if I had AIDS

The truth of what I am is sculpted in my eyes
My other half won't come back no matter how many times I ask
It's a fight to the death and the final is close
My body is like a temple now: Cultivating and harvesting wounds

And what do you want me to say if now everything slides off me
What I used to think behind my back, now I say to your face
Bullets don't scare me, my soul is already stabbed
But it doesn't stop me at all, mom is already used to it

I walk along the tightrope, carefree smile
I'm fine like this with my friends and my strange new dates
I don't think about tomorrow anymore, I lead a healthy life
I take my sorrows and slam them against my bed

(Hello, I can't answer right now
Leave your message after the beep)
I'm calling you, why don't you pick up?
Then when you hear this, call me, okay?
We need to talk

I'm one of those who think love lasts very little
Just like the pleasure I give myself when I touch myself
If you thought you couldn't be more broken
Wait to see your ex with someone else, happy, without you in every photo

The further you go, the more I feel you, you make me think I'm crazy
You removed me from your life like picking a booger
Tell me, if I'm wrong, I provoke you, I can't even
Forget you because I don't even get high anymore

I'm not afraid of death, I'm more afraid of this life
It hurts to see you rebuilding your life without me
Luck is on my side, but my side is sinking
I'm a ship that doesn't stay afloat with a push at the start

My gaze is lost and no matter what you say
In dreams we'll meet and we'll do it in secret
I walk back home alone while I remember your laughter
Maybe we love very slowly and hate each other very quickly

And what do you want me to say, if now everything slides off me!
What I used to think behind my back, now I say to your face
Bullets don't scare me, my soul is already stabbed
But it doesn't stop me at all, mom is already used to it

I walk along the tightrope, carefree smile
I'm fine like this with my friends and my strange new dates
I don't think about tomorrow anymore, I lead a healthy life
I take my sorrows and slam them against my bed

I swore I would make you happy and by my balls I will achieve it
Even if I have to distance myself
I have to screw myself and just accept
It hurts to think, it's hard to understand
I want to call you, hear you once more
I wake up and you're not by my side, the sum of the days, subtracts

Now people know, they know that you and I won't be together
All your friends will be happy, I'm not lying and you know it
They never liked me! People come close out of pure interest!
Where are they all if I suffer afterwards?
I suffer from stress and not because you're not here
But because I'm alone and I don't fuck all month

What can I lose if I've already lost everything? I don't even have shame!
I grab you, I give you everything without stopping while I grab your braid and
I don't know what they think, all of them, they grab as if it's an offense
I'll move forward without you, you can close the door for me
Hello, I can't answer right now
Leave your message after the beep
Adrian, I just got home
Can you explain this to me?
And what does the answering machine message mean, that you're leaving? Is that it?
Where are you? I swear that if you've left, you won't see me again in your life
Can you hear me? Never again, I swear

Whoever wants me, show me first
And even if I think of you, you won't come back, I don't want to either
I learned to kiss all my fears on the mouth
I won't say I can't be without you because I can

Whoever wants me, show me first
And even if I think of you, you won't come back, I don't want to either
I learned to kiss all my fears on the mouth
I won't say I can't be without you because I can

I left, just like that
I continue with my life, you continue with yours
I'm fine like this
My comings and goings
My friends, my family
With my music
Ours was a dead-end
You say everything ends with a missed call

It's Shé
2016, okay?
And that's it
And that's it, that's it, that's it