Me Despido de Ti

I can't give you what you ask for
Because I never had it
I should have done better when I could
But I hesitated, because I only see fear
When I feel like I'm losing you
Like the sun among the clouds
Even if you disappear
I carry your scent with me
And even though I didn't learn to show you
How much I love you, I know you give me something incredible and you don't even realize it
You're not like me who fails, stays silent, and doesn't admit it
Love, help me!
I know it will sound ridiculous
I'm not ready to break our bond
It's a circle of wounds and caresses like a cycle
I want to grow old with you, that's all I ask
Now I walk straight, I don't mix anymore, that's why I grow
I learned to separate virtues and flaws, you
You opened my eyes and I thank you, love
My plan is to be happy, not perfect

I feel so far away and I want to escape
The fear of losing you no longer exists
And I don't want to be, this part you see
I admit my mistake, I say goodbye to you

Believing is sometimes what makes not giving up they say, like growing means learning to say goodbye
It's sad, letting go of someone you loved
who was by your side every day but you didn't see
Admit that we got lost
We were happy one day
but that stayed on the way
Trying to save from the flames what we were
In ten minutes we can't fix
What we broke in five years
We didn't know how to carry out what we promised
We didn't accept that we're not the couple we wanted to be
And that's how we are
Each one on their own side talking through statuses instead of looking at each other and shouting
What happened?
Maybe it was me, according to you I'm not the same as before
Maybe it's you who never wanted to take a risk
Maybe it's me who never learned to love you
Or maybe both of us
We never understood this damn part

I feel so far away and I want to escape
The fear of losing you no longer exists
And I don't want to be, this part you see
I admit my mistake, I say goodbye to you

I don't even know how many times
We've reached this point
I ask you, how are you?
You tell me it's not my business anymore
It's so strange not being together
We seem like others, not us, you don't care and that's it
Yesterday everything was fine, but suddenly everything changed
You were crying because I never understand
You're tired of my life, me too, but look
I only know how to rhyme words, the rest is all lies
I'm tired of feeling like this!
You make me feel guilty that nothing changes
And it's all because of me
I feel like this doesn't work for you
At least let me insist
I don't know what you want me to do
At least give me a clue
I couldn't be faithful, nor attentive
But every time you fall
I'll be the first on your list
There are people who don't accept that love also ends
And there are endings that don't tell what the protagonist felt
I left that bad life behind
The vices and the quirks
The habit of suffering
Just because you're not mine anymore
The knot that was choking me because of your absence is undone
Other doors open that I didn't even know
I'm going to stop killing myself every day, I swear
I'm going to make everything change
So that nobody bothers me anymore
I don't make an effort to forget you
Because you can't forget
You learn to live with them
And you throw the pain into the air

I feel so far away and I want to escape (listen)
The fear of losing you no longer exists (fear)
And I don't want to be, this part you see
I admit my mistake, I say goodbye to you

Love, I say goodbye to you
It's over, do you understand?
I have to do it
Listen
I say goodbye to you
Forever
Forget everything
The damage is done
We will never talk again
8 years of my life
With you
It's over
My life is this
And whoever wants to be with me
Will have to accept it
Shé gema
I say goodbye to you
It's the end
Two zero one seven
Time
I say goodbye to you
Forget everything
End