Miedo

We all have fears, right?
This is mine

Time is your treasure
Take care of it like your life
Because your life is the time
That you have left, it's not eternal

Don't seek meaning
In things you don't understand
What does it matter if they wait for us
In heaven or hell?

What matters is here
So keep that in mind
Yesterday you were 12
And today when you wake up you're 50

I'm talking about years, days
That add up to the list
Days you always waste
Looking for some clue

Time passes
As I write
It passes while I could be doing
Other things I don't even mention

And that's life
I live waiting for the end without hurry
Because I know that sooner or later
I'll just be ashes

Everything goes away, like the clock
That reminds you every day
All the time you have left
And the time you've already wasted

Everything goes away, like the desire
I had a few days ago
And the defeat I feel
When I no longer feel anything

Life is brief, yes
Like this reflection
In life one knows
What to say and what not to

My life is trying to feel good
For the moment
Because I know that being happy forever
Is not possible

Fear, fear of depending on someone else
Fear when I see that not even my soul controls it
Fear because I think it's not as I thought, there's no greater fear than the one you feel
When you feel nothing

Fear, fear of continuing fed up and tired
That my only ambition is to go back to the past
Fear, I'm afraid, I swear
There's no greater fear than lying down
And getting up completely insecure

The hours are moments
That maybe I didn't take advantage of
I let so many moments pass
That in the end I wondered

What's the point of spending
A whole life between battles
If in the end there will be an end
That takes everything away? And what?

My heart wins
I never lack ambition
But I depend on time
Even though I defend the illusion

There are streaks
Long-lasting and tough times
Money heals although my sadness
Has no cure

Everything fades away more quickly
No one warns
That shoe that steps on us
Gets bigger every time

The pain, I don't know if it's what hurts
Or what I feel
When I think
That nothing can get worse

Every day it's harder to face
That if I stop fighting
I'll die because I'm mortal
I know that

It doesn't matter why
Not even where
What matters is inside
I don't care about the outside

Twenty years old already
I don't know too much
But everything I know
I assure you it's true

I prefer fantasy
Reality is as cruel
As the huge nostalgia
I feel for Christmas

I keep growing
As time goes by
And the more I grow and know
I think the less I understand

Yesterday I knew less than today
But yesterday I was happy
I guess it's late, so
I regret nothing

I keep waking up alone
In my bed every morning
It's not that my girl leaves me
It's that my girl doesn't exist

I keep going to bed alone
In my bed every night
And it's not that I feel alone
No, it's that I feel sad

Fear, fear of depending on someone else
Fear when I see that not even my soul controls it
Fear because I think it's not as I thought, there's no greater fear than the one you feel
When you feel nothing

Fear, fear of continuing fed up and tired
That my only ambition is to go back to the past
Fear, I'm afraid, I swear
There's no greater fear than lying down
And getting up completely insecure

How to write a song
About love? Tell me?
If every relationship I had
Went from bad to worse

If I don't understand myself anymore
With anything or anyone
I'm that guy you see in the background
Alone, sitting at any party

I've had good times
With people I loved
Wonderful moments
With people I loved

I lost in an instant
Everything that mattered to me
And that instant vanished
With everything I once gained

You can have a million
Pleasant moments, you know?
A whole happy life
By their side

It's enough for there to be
Just one uncomfortable second
To think that it's all worthless
Everything that happened

(That's how it is)

And when you write
You strive to convey a message
And when you ask something from heaven
It's because you don't even live

When you measure every step
You're being a slave to time
Break the rules
Nothing stops you

People don't care
About what you say, really
To people you're just another one
What the hell are you waiting for?

Talk to people about their lives
But not about yours
I talked about mine
And I'm just an ordinary guy

What am I supposed to do
Think or say?
If you're born to grow
And you learn to suffer

Sometimes you can choose
Although sometimes not even that
A kiss can be a reason
To give up or keep going

Fear, fear of depending on someone else
Fear when I see that not even my soul controls it
Fear because I think it's not as I thought, there's no greater fear than the one you feel
When you feel nothing

Fear, fear of continuing fed up and tired
That my only ambition is to go back to the past
Fear, I'm afraid, I swear
There's no greater fear than lying down
And getting up completely insecure