NO VUELVO A CONFIAR

I always imagined that love overcame everything
That when you bet on someone, it was impossible to fail
That despite the pain that came, love could ultimately conquer it
But one day it ends, and in just a moment you realize you were wrong

Giving yourself completely and fighting for who you love is never a guarantee of anything
And I've learned that fear is greater than all the love I can offer
After two years, she told me: I'm sorry, I wasn't what she was looking for
I know she only lied to protect herself from the torture of yesterday (what?)

That was the last time we spoke, and since then we've gone our separate ways
I no longer believe in anything or anyone, there's no one right now who can change that
Love is a lie, a cheap story we were told one day
Why love and lose? I'd rather not love and avoid this ordeal

I'd rather be alone forever than give my life to anyone
There's no one different out there, in the end, they all let you down anyway
December's cold is approaching, and I know no one is waiting for me
I know that ending would happen again, even if I came back a thousand times

I don't want to know anything about you ever again
Let no one come and tell me how you are now
I'm going to take this leap, I'm tired of love
I swear, even if years go by, I won't trust again

I don't want to know anything about you ever again
Let no one come and tell me how you are now
I'm going to take this leap, I'm tired of love
I swear, even if years go by, I won't trust again

I wake up another day and I break, I know I'm not okay, I don't hide
I remember and feel so foolish, thinking I drag myself to the bottom
My people tell me to have a date, not to wallow in rubble
I'm not up for dates, I don't go out, I don't want to hear that I'm not facing it

When one fights and fights, and endures the blows, they hope it will serve
And no, I don't want life advice, I want my justice, forgive me for insisting
And yes, I know we erased each other from everything, WhatsApp, Facebook, Insta
As long as you don't leave my mind, I can't say I lost sight of you (ah-ah)

My soul breaks if I see a couple kissing, it kills me inside (no)
If I look at a baby, it destroys me, because even though I aborted, I wanted to have it (what?)
I don't believe in the end of those stories, loving has been the worst hell for me
Let no one dare to judge me because no one knows what I'm going through (what?)

They tell me to live, to travel, and enjoy, it's clear they're not seeing me
This isn't a simple breakup that hurts and heals with time
This is torture, a direct shot to the chest, and I can't stop it (no)
If there was a button to go back to the day I saw you, I would press it right now

I don't want to know anything about you ever again
Let no one come and tell me how you are now
I'm going to take this leap, I'm tired of love
I swear, even if years go by, I won't trust again

I don't want to know anything about you ever again
Let no one come and tell me how you are now
I'm going to take this leap, I'm tired of love
I swear, even if years go by, I won't trust again

It's over (I won't trust again)
It's the last time (I won't trust again)
I trusted you, you failed (I won't trust again)
I won't trust anyone again