Quiero Hablar Contigo

I've been thinking all this time (all this time)
Here for over 10 years, it seems like yesterday (yesterday)
The same questions from the start
Should I keep going?, should I get off the wagon?
The answer: I never know (I don't know)
I've been searching through my memories
I haven't seen the boy who left one bad day
I couldn't stand hearing those screams
The same caged look on my face that you can see today

Dad never knew it hurt him
I looked at him but sometimes he didn't recognize it
And, he didn't know how to be there when he wanted (he wanted it and didn't have it)

That boy always alone with his bread and his paintings
Drawing his demons that whisper in his ear
His best friend, the paper, where he portrays his bitterness
Without colors, black and white, like his sky and his moon

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know (I want to know)
Why are you always so sad, so quiet, huh?
You tell me what's wrong, what can I do? (what can I do?)
If you don't want to talk, I understand, hug me (hug me)
Life isn't as bad as you always think
Everything you dream of, you can have
I wish I had the power to go back
And change that pain that marked you growing up

I've been swimming through feelings
Trying to find that damn why (why)
I don't know how to get this out
There are things that remain marked
Forever burned into the skin

If I close my eyes I can still see it
With that long hair that moves when running
Kicking a ball
The same court as always

Playing with the wall, ah
Mom was the only one who understood him
Just with a look she knew everything, and it's because
She had that love that heals everything (heals everything, heals everything)

That boy would get angry and couldn't reason
And any little thing made him feel awful
He didn't have that joy he saw in others
So full of secrets and mysteries to tell

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know
Why are you always so sad, so quiet, huh?
You tell me what's wrong, what can I do?
If you don't want to talk, I understand, hug me
Life isn't as bad as you always think (listen to me)
Everything you dream of, you can have
I wish I had the power to go back (adrian)

And he kept growing and in his own way understanding
Covering his wounds with forgetfulness and cement
Avoiding thinking about it, he left it in the hands of time
That thing inside suffering in silence (in silence)

And he kept growing, just getting older
Without the courage to be like the protagonist of his story
I know that boy and I swear I understand him
It's as if through me, he's telling me

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know (I want to know)
Why are you always so sad, so quiet, huh? (why?)
You tell me what's wrong, what can I do (what can I do)
If you don't want to talk, I understand, hug me (tell me)
Life isn't as bad as you always think
Everything you dream of, you can have (you can have)
I wish I had the power to go back (I wish)
And change that pain that marked you growing up

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know (I want to know)
Why are you always so sad, so quiet, huh? (why?)
You tell me what's wrong, what can I do (what's wrong)
If you don't want to talk, I understand, hug me (tell me)
Life isn't as bad as you always think
Everything you dream of, you can have (everything)
I wish I had the power to go back (I wish)
And change that pain that marked you growing up