Quiero Hablar Contigo

I've been thinking about all this time
Here more than 10 years, it seems like it was yesterday
The same questions from the beginning
Should I continue? Should I get out of the car? The answer is always I don't know

I've been searching through my memories
I have not seen the child again who left one bad day
I couldn't stand hearing those screams
The same caged look on my face that you can see today

Dad never knew he was in pain
I looked at him but sometimes he didn't recognize me
And he didn't know how to be there when he wanted to be
(I wanted it and I didn't have it)

That child always alone with his bread and his paintings
Drawing his demons that whisper in his ear
His best friend, the folio, where he expresses his bitterness
Without colors, black and white like its sky and its Moon

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know
Why always so sad, so quiet, huh?
Tell me what's wrong and I'll see what I can do
If you don't want to talk I understand, hug me

Life is not as bad as you always think
Everything you dream of, you can have it
I wish I had the power to go back
And change that pain that marked you growing up

I've been swimming in feelings
Trying to find that damn why
I don't know how to get this out of me
There are things that are forever marked on the skin

If I close my eyes I can still see it
With that long hair that moves when running
Kicking a ball
The same old court, playing against the wall, ah

Mom was the only one who understood it
With just one look she knew everything
And he had that love that heals everything
(May everything heal, everything heal)

That child was angry and could not reason
And any nonsense made him feel terrible
I didn't have that joy that others saw
So full of secrets and mysteries to tell

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know
Why are you always so sad, so quiet, huh? (Adrian)
Tell me what's wrong and I'll see what I can do
If you don't want to talk I understand, hug me (hey)

Life is not as bad as you always think (listen to me)
Everything you dream of, you can have it
I wish I had the power to come back (Adrian)

And his way of understanding was already growing
Covering their wounds with forgetfulness and cement
Avoiding thinking about it, he left it to time
That which is inside you, suffering in silence (in silence!)

And he was growing, just getting older
Lacking the courage to be like the protagonist of his story
I know that kid and I swear I understand him
It's like through me, he's telling me

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know (I want to know!)
Why are you always so sad, so quiet, huh? (Why?!)
You tell me what's wrong and I'll see what I can do (what can I do!)
If you don't want to talk I understand, hug me (tell me!)

Life is not as bad as you always think
Everything you dream of you can have (you can have!)
I wish I had the power to go back (I wish!)
And change that pain that marked you growing up

Today I want to talk to you, I want to know (I want to know)
Why always so sad, so quiet, huh? (Why?)
Tell me what's wrong and I'll see what I can do (what's wrong?!)
If you don't want to talk I understand, hug me

Life is not as bad as you always think (hey!)
Everything you dream of, you can have it (everything)
I wish I had the power to come back (I wish)
And change that pain that marked you growing up