Solo En Mi Locura

Music didn't open doors for me
I opened the doors myself
Music opened the legs
Of thousands, I felt like a God
I have no one by my side
Nor do I want it now
I dreamed that you would come back

Really, but not anymore
Just friends in bed
Without drama is what I want
Calm down, I'm still alive
I don't die on my own anymore, okay
I miss you
And I'm not embarrassed
I accept that I've lost you
So now fuck it

I don't give a damn about anyone
Older also wiser
If you want to meet, we'll meet
There will only be one date
I hope that guy you talk about
Who makes you feel amazing
Tells you he loves you
Like he always does with other girls
Life is a roulette

It gives and takes away
Some think that their whole life
Was already written
I'm one who steps away
From the world when something hurts
Leaves without saying anything
Dies and then resurrects

Some love flesh and bone
And others love with the soul
Some hesitate to take a step
And some just jump
It's only impossible
Until my faith reaches it
Before I embraced the ground
And now the highest cloud
Hey

I didn't make a mistake
Every time you lied to me
I played my part
It didn't hurt that you were with him
What the hell are you talking to me
About being unfaithful
I have a feeling that I will never
Be happy
I fear that this fear
Will haunt me to the grave
I fear it will come true
I am to blame
I tell myself
When I apologize to myself

Everyone talks about humility
Selfishness and kindness
Everyone lends a hand
But it's usually around your neck
They want to get drugs
No one wants to be a dealer
They want to see you well
But never better than them
I no longer give in
Despite who it bothers
Who leaves doesn't come back
Doesn't come back even if they return

Some never had anything
But there are many bastards
Who always had everything
And truly don't deserve it
I'm not afraid of the idea of dying
I'm more afraid of the fact
Of being here another day
I swear I'm not scared to think
That I won't always be here
Rather, the difficult part is knowing
How to go on

We are just broken souls
That never got over it
We are loose pairs
Looking for the other pair
We walk barefoot
Through the desert of life
Knowing that there won't be anyone
To make you feel at peace
To make you feel at peace
There won't be anyone
There won't be anyone
To make you feel at peace

Alone in my madness
Is when I feel happiest
I don't want you to understand
Just let me be
I want to go through life
Like the wind does
I don't know how much time I have left
Or if I'll return

Alone in my madness
Alone in my madness
Alone in my madness
Alone in my madness
Only she heals me
Only she heals me
Only she heals me

Only she heals me
Alone, alone, alone in my madness
Alone in my madness
Alone in my madness
Alone in my madness
Only she heals me
Only she heals me
Alone
Alone in my madness