Sufrir Es Crecer

I broke the armor of fear and ego
I turned grief into my game
I locked away my tears
I poured them later on my pages

I took motives from my chest
I threw them on the bonfire and with that I made a fire
After fighting a war
You deal with it, you don't start from scratch

I found a path from pain
And from crying my song, you can't even imagine it
I come from walking among rubble
And I am born from the hunger of a mind in ruins

Ready to reach that summit
I am just another bee in the swarm
Sorry, I don't believe in gold crowns or wire
My faith does not succumb

The biggest weapon I have is called the word and with that I fight
I do not fear the gods, I have defeated some: Mammon, Aphrodite and Morpheus
I feel more broken than ever and that makes me strong for my future
There are those who hate their wounds, I love mine, I swear

Happiness bothers me, it's nothing more than a whore dressed as Judas
The world behind her without head or tail, but she never undresses
I like my cave, I like my sorrow, I don't want favors or help
Leave me in my cage where I am myself, free and slave to doubts

I came to reign from the darkness
I love the pain that you hate
I knew how to grow between loneliness
I wanted to swim to the bottom of evil

Opening my wings without fear at the end
Dying daily in my state of mind
Without fear of yesterday, suffering is growing

I came to reign from the darkness
I love the pain that you hate
I knew how to grow between loneliness
I wanted to swim to the bottom of evil

Opening my wings without fear at the end
Dying daily in my state of mind
Without fear of yesterday, suffering is growing

I will arrive even if I don't even know where
And I will do it even if I don't even know how
Attitude in life is everything
There are questions that only destiny answers

Everyone kills for gold
No one else values bronze in their hands
No blood runs through my veins
More like melodies, notes and chords

Look up and search the horizon
There is no devil, nor God that amazes me
You, after meeting me, will never forget
My face, my voice and my name

I'll tell you that fear, the same one that sank me
It helped me progress and reach the top
Today my sorrow is the light that guides me
In this life of mine pain is support

I am bulletproof, daggerproof, woundproof
From bumps, falls and cuts
Now it's me who hurts, who gives and doesn't receive
Who opens his mouth and bites you

Unstoppable in this my sport
Where words are pure transportation
Unbeatable against my enemies
You try to drown me, before I may choke you

I have childhood traumas, empty disorders
Memories that are nightmares with a name
Nerves and anxiety every time and stress that you don't see
And what do I hide so that it doesn't matter?

Lost, I find myself, in this meaninglessness
Searching in my chest for my north
May the music accompany me to the grave
And my spirit resounds to the sound

I came to reign from the darkness
I love the pain that you hate
I knew how to grow between loneliness
I wanted to swim to the bottom of evil

Opening my wings without fear at the end
Dying daily in my state of mind
Without fear of yesterday, suffering is growing

I came to reign from the darkness
I love the pain that you hate
I knew how to grow between loneliness
I wanted to swim to the bottom of evil

Opening my wings without fear at the end
Dying daily in my state of mind
Without fear of yesterday, suffering is growing

I have grown up suffering and I understand life from pain and sadness
Sometimes I need to cry and I can't
There is no room for weakness
The pain built a shell that makes me never lose my strength
I don't want to be happy, I've already learned to be here
Tell God this man no longer prays

Let no one worry about me
Life made me like this but I don't regret it
The world wants to see me laugh and what it doesn't know is that I cry happily
Tell the world that I will continue
Fighting and loving my dear sorrow
And to life, say, good luck
That not even death stops me anymore

I came to reign from the darkness
I love the pain that you hate
I knew how to grow between loneliness
I wanted to swim to the bottom of evil

Opening my wings without fear at the end
Dying daily in my state of mind
Without fear of yesterday, suffering is growing

I came to reign from the darkness
I love the pain that you hate
I knew how to grow between loneliness
I wanted to swim to the bottom of evil

Opening my wings without fear at the end
Dying daily in my state of mind
Without fear of yesterday, suffering is growing