Te perdí

I have a pain here that wants to come out
And a great remorse that speaks to me of you
You do not see in me what I am, but what I was
You keep what I hide, and not what I gave

I look at you and I swear I don't know what to say
The damage we did to ourselves is not going to heal
If you think I have doubts, the answer is yes
If you ask until when, I say until the end

We cry until the sun comes out again
I don't fit into this puzzle you call love
I'm not what you expected, now you see it
But you didn't understand me either

Not everything is as pretty as it was painted yesterday
They don't tell you when you start that in the end everything ends
That life takes a thousand turns
And steals what you loved
And he never gives you back that piece that you were missing

I lost you
For not understanding what you needed
For lying to your face a thousand times
For not taking care of what mattered most, I did not value you
Then I lost you

I silenced your voice with my screams
And it's something I won't forgive myself for
If I don't want you, God, come down now
And I heard your goodbye, I will die, eh

I have a thousand defects that I never accepted
I never learned to love, that is the great truth
What damage pride did
Both mine and yours
That which sometimes blinds us and does not let us walk

Everything I have learned I may have forgotten
Because I keep tripping on the same step
If I ever offend you I never thought about it
And I know that it is no longer enough to ask for forgiveness

Not everything is as pretty as it was painted yesterday
They don't tell you when you start that in the end everything ends
That life takes a thousand turns and steals from you what you loved
And he never gives you back that piece that you were missing

I lost you
For not understanding what you needed
For lying to your face a thousand times
For not taking care of what mattered most, I did not value you
Then I lost you

I silenced your voice with my screams, and that is something I will not forgive myself for
If I don't love you, God, come down now
And I heard your goodbye, I will die

I lost you
For not understanding what you needed
For lying to your face a thousand times
For not taking care of what mattered most, I did not value you
Then I lost you