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And if I had to start over
I wouldn't change anything, I just want to sing
And although I feel nostalgic looking back
I am pieces of a past I can no longer change

I can only be thankful for where I am
The wind that embraces me everywhere I go
The stones on the road caused me pain
But the stones on the road made me who I am

I arrived here without intending to, me and my notebook
My passion was born from the flames of hell
I gave voice to all the ghosts inside me
Few know how bad I had it in those times
But here I am

Fighting daily against everything I feel
Suffering in silence but at the same time content
Content because brother, I'm making it
It was a thousand hours of crying and lamenting
I thank life for all I have now

Dreams are dreams that will one day cease to be
This is from the heart and I don't sell my heart
Leaving my mark here is all I intend
I lost opportunities, people and money too

They tried to deceive me, play with what I love most
I bet on going alone without wolves lurking, I don't care
What they say, I already feel like the first

And if I had to start over
I wouldn't change anything, I just want to sing
And although I feel nostalgic looking back
I am pieces of a past I can no longer change

I can only be thankful for where I am
The wind that embraces me everywhere I go
The stones on the road caused me pain
But the stones on the road made me who I am

More than a decade of love for rap, of working
And not stopping on days when everything seemed to end
Of friends who weren't, of people who come and go
Of loves that didn't trust that I could achieve

Thousands of nights alone dying of anxiety
Looks that never understood this disease
That I die for this and this kills me, this is literal
One way or another, I'll do it until the end

I crossed the Atlantic, I reached Mexico and felt unique
I feel indebted to that audience
Argentina marked me, I think about returning daily
I love my Spain madly, my home is the stage

Roads, kilometers, planes, hotels, the loneliness of the dressing room
Far from those you love the most, empty and doubts, problems and laughter on the way back
I feel alive and that's what matters
Today I think about everything, it doesn't matter if I cry, maybe it's better this way

The boy who drowned in his words learned to live
The world reminds me that I must continue, that no matter what I win
Never forget what I lost
It hasn't been easy, not easy at all to get here
Now begins the difficult part, to stay like this
I know I'm not perfect, nor do I try
I'm not going to lie to you, I have a pact with myself
And it's simple, to be true to myself

And if I had to start over
I wouldn't change anything, I just want to sing
And although I feel nostalgic looking back
I am pieces of a past I can no longer change

I can only be thankful for where I am
The wind that embraces me everywhere I go
The stones on the road caused me pain
But the stones on the road made me who I am

And if I had to start over
I wouldn't change anything, I just want to sing
And although I feel nostalgic looking back
I am pieces of a past I can no longer change

I can only be thankful for where I am
The wind that embraces me everywhere I go
The stones on the road caused me pain
But the stones on the road made me who I am