Tristura

I think I know myself better since I am someone else,
that only if loneliness leaves I stay alone, you all
you do not know this abandonment
I left without making noise without clocks without phones
just me (ayay) and the song of a cricket,
and the contemplation of some dim constellation
and if everything I have goes with me in this absurd shelter
that is my skin I don't feel cold, my friend;
my memory gets lost in oblivion like all the words
I told you and you didn't listen hey were noise... Wind, drag me from the road to where
no one finds me I want to be lost...
Lost from all of you I swear
I discover that nostalgia does not exist when one believes in the future
Just, racing against the midnight hours
looking for figures in the clouds
that's how I spend the days I don't know if it's Tuesday or Monday
I escape from time until you don't look for me anymore...

[chorus]
I will cry from loneliness, but I had to escape
I will die from loneliness, and so you won't find me

I've been out of myself for so long
so long without crying that I don't know how to do it anymore
I wait for the bus at the stop of your laughter but I miss it
like this last day you left almost raining
Almost making the same case again,
the traffic lights turn red if they see me passing
but if you see that I am gentle you tame me
if you see that I don't understand you damn speak to me in my language!
Take as a joke, everything I say that scares you
Take seriously, everything I have that you like
I don't know if you are the same as when you were you
but I have changed, or am I still as complicated, huh?
I know some time has passed, and I know I haven't cried
since then feelings.... So eclipsed by studies
head floods that not even God helped,
past July? It seemed like it wasn't moving forward
but the days passed even though nothing was happening, but,
something was happening inside my body and since then
I have lived as if I were dead... I'm sorry!
Maybe it's too late to go back to being a coward
Maybe it's too late or too soon to go back to being a fool...

[chorus]
I will cry from loneliness, but I had to escape
I will die from loneliness, and so you won't find me