Inner Light

To the pitiful me of kindness
Lost mind, feeling sadness
Get life, it's unexpectedly difficult
I'm planting seeds

I apologize to the crying Christ
I tried to break the shell at night
Butterfly, all cocoons transform
Painful, nervous days
I want to regain the heart of that day

I want this only
In the silver light I search for
Those who cry, those who fight
Those who love, those who I love
No one understands, but why?
Yes, this pain trance continues

Let's not ask for answers
I want to find it in a close battle
Get life, time is running out
That's the start way

I want this only
In the silver light I search for
Hurt someone, hurt myself
But still, just keep searching
Nothing is visible, but why?
Surely this pain trance continues

Let's not ask for answers
Hide the anxiety and sadness
Feeling like wanting to meet someone
My heart feels like it's about to break

When I want to die, I feel like living
In this silver light
When I want to meet, I feel like not meeting
In this light of sadness

I want this only
In the silver light I search for
Through the light, through the light, through the light
I want this only