Sin Rumbo

It leaves me hanging like everything that matters to me
I continue without a fixed course, I lie down and everything spins around me

Mother said don't share what's yours
I give away these letters because they will never be yours

They act humble but look down from above
They pray that I don't go up, but they ask me to continue

Hit me if you hit me if you hit me they'll leave
I prefer to live alone than surrounded by lies

Give me that which takes my breath away
Don't pass by me and act like you don't want to see
This life escapes me like a dance
In which we took our steps
And yet we fell again

They ask me every night if I do drugs
Why am I always alone?
I don't even know what to answer anymore

I just suck that I don't believe anyone anymore
The only thing that relieves me is coming home and knowing that you are okay

I ask for strength, I will not leave because it is what it is
I also fell but I continued because it is my law

There was no more no cry because crying every day
This life doesn't want me but I know I'm the king

I take out the purple haze while I think about where you are
And I hope you listen to me so I can tell you not to come back

I already know that it is not right to express so much anger and such
But because of this fucking burden I have a body of glass

Of emotional crisis that doesn't even touch me
My therapies are choco not shock

I keep the bad things inside so that the rest don't even notice
But don't go on like that kid, we all have limits

Emotional crisis but a man
I'll quit all that shit long before it kills me

If you haven't realized it yet and time has already taken its toll on you
That's why I live life as a last fight

And I take advantage of every moment I have left
I make a good face and in my bad way

Here inside depression
Guitarron in the fridge
With the strange feeling of not being what they expect

I don't expect your vacation, I don't want the noise
I camouflage myself with the puddles of rain and its sound

I'm going to daydream in case I fall asleep
I don't wake up from this dream and I stay on the road

Today, today I had to leave
Towards some quiet place
Where I can see more clearly

But I get a couple of knocks for not shooting myself three times
And now I take out all the bad stuff and I write it to you brother

You don't even know what you're saying
You only call this number on the nights you make yourself
To tell me that you still love me
That we could be happy
But then you get over it and delete the messages

Hey, I don't want your lies anymore
I don't want any more brothers who leave at the slightest thing
I no longer want bosses who decide how my time will be
At the end of the day this is my life

We were born to be more than just an almost
Whoever tells you otherwise has given up that easily

I thought it wouldn't come but now I know it will
I gave everything for fame and learned that nothing is free

Hey, I'm a junkie for your dose
If this is the life I longed for, it turned out to be an oasis

Now I watch the hours go by surrounded by a yakusi
And yet I wonder why the hell I'm not happy

Life and death are playing a classic
Here none of us are Messi but everyone wants to go up

I no longer wait for someone to come and tell me that you do
If you don't fight for your dreams, no one will do it for you