It Was Only Me

I’ve got nothing left to hear
I hate girls like you, I was honest about wanting to leave
Let’s just end this, I’m frustrated and feeling wronged again

You say it’s all good
Like it’s nothing, just breaking up is fine
Did I misjudge you? You seem like a different person, it all feels like a lie

I was the only one who didn’t know, thought it would last forever
I was the only one who didn’t know, thought I’d be happy
I love you, now it’s a word I can’t say to you
I didn’t know this is what a breakup feels like

It’s really hard, living well without you
I’m just getting by, barely hanging on
Living in silence
Knowing it’s not right, but still hoping you might come back

I was the only one who didn’t know, thought it would last forever
I was the only one who didn’t know, thought I’d be happy
I love you, now it’s a word I can’t say to you
I didn’t know this is what a breakup feels like

Why are we breaking up? I don’t want to, what do I do?
Don’t do this, please, no
How could you do this to me? What the hell is wrong with you?
I can’t live without you

I believed you’d come back, you said you’d only look at me
I believed those words, you can’t be okay without me

Like everyone else, I can’t handle a breakup
Like everyone else, I can’t just turn away
I start to believe you’ll come back to me
Even knowing this is what a breakup feels like.