少女A (Young Girl A)

My life, and someone else's life
Why are they sometimes judged
As if they're equal?
I'm met with dark skies, bringing

Along my depression
I can't totally rely on the
Occasional rain anymore
What do I do?

Rotting love and hate
Rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily
And still smile?

Writing down vague words
Writing down vague words
From Kiran Ai
Only you can believe in me

I gather together my abandoned dreams
Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake

Ah, I stumble again and again
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
Don't lead me on

Ah, your voice is so
Far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away
Please don't hurt me

How many times, how many more times
Will it take until I can just be myself?

I've come with all my promises
I've come with all my promises
It was so hard to swallow
Down my mistakes from back then

Rotting love and hate
Rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily
And still smile?

Here are two flowers to trick a child
I'm sure, so sure, it's because I gave up, isn't it?

Ah, I'm chasing after a far-off dream
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
I can't keep up

The feelings left behind that I couldn't throw away are
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Can't you forgive me?

Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
Don't come near me

Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
I'm begging you, please

How many times, how many more times
Will it take until I can just be myself?