Amor y Muerte

I feel bad and don't know who to talk to
Today I don't wake up, everything is a disaster
I stayed in bed, dreamed that you spoke to me
Now it's hard to know that you loved me

Everything hurts, I sacrificed more
There's no sincerity on her part
I'd rather have nothing than go back
I'd rather die than love again

How many times have I wanted to talk to you again?
Drowning in words you'll never hear
Begging for just one chance
But destiny has taken what I couldn't pay

I meet people and I remember you
I can't be strong if you're not here
I've refused to meet women who come after me
Because none are you and I've learned that

I'm tired of the night if I can't see you
I only use it to think about what I imagined
I tried to understand you and it hurts that I never did
I never knew what you wanted, maybe I failed you

I'm tired of the night
Of constantly thinking
How I'm not in your focus
For following your story
How I ruin my life
For staying here lying down
How I die day after day for not having you by my side

I feel bad and don't know who to talk to
Today I don't wake up, everything is a disaster
I stayed in bed, dreamed that you spoke to me
Now it's hard to know that you loved me

Everything hurts, I sacrificed more
There's no sincerity on her part
I'd rather have nothing than go back
I'd rather die than love again