Lo Siento

You always used to say
That you would never leave, but that it would be fine
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing

If I hurt you
It wasn't without loving you, but unintentionally

Just tell me, what do you prefer?
If you have the choice to have or to fear

You only think about how it ends
I only think about how I will end
Today you tell me, I lack the desire
I think about it again and I didn't win you over
I did everything to make you stay
Now I think about it and what I'm left with
Time wasted, what case have I won
Missing you, sometimes from whom

I'm sorry, for wasting your time
For thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling so happy
I explode, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us, if I never
Understood you

I know, that not caring about the past
That used to kill me, is just growing
That we have never been two
Since counting fear, we were three

Why are we so alike
That if I leave, you also leave
The mistake is having a problem
And never learning

If I'm going to stay, let it be with you
If I'm going to run, let it be because of the cold
I know the future wasn't in front of us
Now I realize that I punish myself

I already won the time and it's not lost
I never remember, but I don't forget
There are more cards that were never played
Because there's no strength left, because it's written

I'm sorry, for wasting your time
For thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling so happy
I explode, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you

Because your successes will say where you are
And your mistakes will only show where to go
What good is the quantity if only the
Intensity will make me happy

Before doing what will destroy us
I prefer to save myself and focus on me
Now I understand that you can't give me
What you don't have, or live within you

I'm sorry, for wasting your time
For thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling so happy
I explode, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us, if I never
Understood you

You always used to say
That you would never leave, but that it would be fine
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing

If I hurt you
It wasn't without loving you, but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
If you have the choice to have or to fear