white for

People don't understand anything until they experience it
Knowing that, this is just a pointless conversation
Can't be satisfied with ordinary relationships
Don't you understand? You knew, right?

Stepping into you was surely scary
I felt like I wouldn't be myself anymore
But before I knew it, I was looking at your sleeping face
I can't help but laugh, can't help but laugh, can't laugh

Can't forgive even a single gesture
There's no reason to control you
Using words like love and romance
I want to tidy up, want to trap

The long and short days you gave me
Turn into hatred, that's how important it is
Gently closing my eyelids so I don't realize
Tears won't fall, still won't fall, still won't fall
Tears won't fall

If thinking about someone is this painful
I didn't want to know, it's like a drama, funny
I'm not alone, I'm happy
But still, but still, it's painful

Just by one expression shown
Scary, scary, can't go back before realizing
I want to believe it, but I don't want to know
Nothing, nothing, nothing

The feelings for you, the long and short days
If I admit them, I'll forget to breathe
If that's the case, I'd rather sleep in the deep dark sea
I want to sleep, want to sleep, want to sleep
Even though I know I can't

Meeting a self I didn't even know
Binding myself with vague lies
Repeating the same mistakes over and over
I don't want to stay still

The long and short days you gave me
Become dear, just that is enough
If I realize it, gently loosen my eyelids
Tears flow and overflow

The long and short days you gave me
Because of them, I can surely think of someone now
I can say goodbye, won't forget everything
Picking up everything and carrying on, because I decided