Esta Noche Soñaré Queme Abrazas

If ours is a farce, I don't care about fraud
If you used me on a whim and I used you to empty myself
And you ended up filling me more than anything in this life
Because because of you I realized my deepest wound

This lack of affection that dominates me
This lack of affection made routine
This self-esteem so destroyed that it was in ruins
You killed my demon with your murderous sweetness

So many bandages that I removed with my poetry
And you had to be the one to uncover mine
I swore I would do it, 23 years of journey
And when I did, I discovered a truth that I didn't believe

But now the distance separates us
Without even allowing satiety to do it
I don't know how long this relationship lasted
All I know is that it's too soon for me to die

And I just really think it's worth it
The gift that gave me grief to soften my problems
Because this time, my song does not bring with it any more motto
That of immortalizing our history with this theme

And your destiny is so far from my house
That vertigo came to me with your arrival, and it happens
This loneliness is a constant threat
But tonight I will dream that you hug me

Alone in my mind
Alone all the time (tonight I will dream that you hug me)
Alone waiting for the last goodbye

You left, you left and I left
I wish you the best for Madrid
You'll think I'm crazy and I barely met you
But do I even know myself?

And although my concept of love is peculiar
And my way of thinking is deeper than the sea
And although I know in reality that I have never come to love you
I will never forget those days we spent

Today you know that my secret is shared
I'm not talking about my name, but that I became a man with you
Who would have thought that one day my agony would have a witness?
And for the first time with you I felt loved

I have not seen more goodness than your look
So innocent that it emphasizes the vileness of nothing
But deep down, I fear knowing you more deeply
Afraid to discover my wrong words

I hope life smiles at you and surprises you
quit that shitty job
Because you are worth a lot and in fact, if one day you don't remember it
Call me and ask me, I will make sure you don't get lost

It is not your presence, but what it represents
I needed his absence to realize
Today my head does not think, it only traces you
For this night I will dream that you hug me

Alone in my mind
Alone all the time (tonight I will dream that you hug me)
Alone waiting for the last goodbye

Alone in my mind
Alone all the time
Alone waiting for the last goodbye