Lo Que Soy

If what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Now I understand why this lack of strength
This pseudo-life is killing me
Determined to keep living in vain
This absurd struggle to survive
Because I know there is no other life after this
Because I know we are born to die
And there is a death penalty after life imprisonment

Negative feelings proliferate in my chest
Someone explain to me, what have I done?
I already know the sentence, but tell me
If my former lack of malice was a crime?
I declare war on this world at war
Now don't try to sell me false love
I already know the worst of human beings
My dark side is just a reflection
Better times are not coming
And it's best to accept it as soon as possible
I have sworn to make hatred my banner

I'm tired of swimming against the current
And if life is a sigh, let's sigh
Because the time that goes by doesn't come back
There is still some blood in the inkwell
To continue describing this penance
And if life is a sigh, let's sigh
Because the time that goes by doesn't come back
There is still some blood in the inkwell
To continue describing this penance
I don't know what it's like to live without this phobia
But it must be similar to being free
Knowing that freedom doesn't exist

Aware that life is a prison
I don't know what it's like to live without this phobia
But it must be similar to being free
Similar to living without fear
Something like the life I never had
Things I don't know, things I will never know
We are inseparable, crazy and disorder
In symbiosis, forced with panic
Because I'm tired of running from myself

And the mirror has shown me what I am
And if I am what I am, it's because of what I was
And that's why, about the reasons I am
To extend my most sincere hand to hatred
It's useless to run from the storm
With the world against me, the enemy is clear
If the monster has grown, it's because it was fed