Sin Motivos

I don't care if tomorrow doesn't dawn
No sun will make this darkness that lies within my chest dissipate
I've already said it, I'm under the effects of this mood
Drugged with negativity, I can't
Think that there's a sky behind that black background
I feel like a grandfather

Plugged into a dialysis machine that administers fears
Call the nurse
Maybe I'll fuck her and get rid of this shitty virgin complex
I wish I could
I have the feeling of not having control of my life
And the worst part is that it doesn't seem strange to me
I lead a life ruled by laziness
I lead an attempt at life
And a turned cross on my back

Take this burden off me!
Please, take this burden off me!
Take this burden off me!
Take this burden off me, damn it!
Take this burden off me!
Ah, ah
Take this burden off me!
Take this burden off me!
Take this burden off me!

It's not my thing
Maybe this burden I carry on my back is explosive
And when it explodes, what will happen to my sanity
The small percentage that I have left
The scar is the only wound that never closes
It always remains open
Turning the page is difficult for me

That's why I leave the notebook open
And wait for things to change on their own
And only the date and time change
I live my own Groundhog Day
Taken from a bad day that never ends
Aim at the conscience in the back of the neck
Sedate the tarantulas, pour me another drink
Anesthetize this fucking anguish

Take this burden off me!
This burden!
Take this burden off me!
Take this burden off me!
Take this burden off me!
Take this burden off me!
Oh!
Take this burden off me!

Get the tarantulas out of my head
They're hurting me
21 grams, I don't believe it
My soul must weigh at least twice as much
I know I'm not dead because I suffer
This pain is the only thing that makes me feel alive
The reality is that I write without reasons

Without reasons to keep breathing
But it would seem very unfair to me
To opt for suicide after so much
After all, I don't disgust myself that much
I realized as I observed your faces
I was born full of love but they emptied me
And now I try to fill my inner void with hatred

Damn it!
There won't be an exorcism to get them out of this disturbed skull
Better alone than in bad company
Because I'm bad company when I'm alone
I keep hurting myself
No, no, no
I'm a fucking saint, I'm killing myself to not kill them
Take this burden off me!