The Inexperienced Spiral Traveller (A Fragment)

Everything is just an illusion and created by me,
But I can't escape it,
I'm trapped in my own delusion,
And my poor eyes see no goal.
The answer can never be outside,
It always lies within, asleep inside me,
But which eye looks within,
I need a new eye, a new sense.
Time is like a place and at the same time a state and I am in it,
Because I am its source, trapped in my own creation,
On the desperate search for my true self...