Ex (미친 놈)

On that day, I was unusually cold towards you
With a constant yawning
Being busy became by excuse on more than one or two days
In the end, a cold heart became noticeable

While I say that I'm sorry
I write our sad end with trembling hands
After I let you go, it hurt
I let you go, then why am I hurt?

I didn't even thank you in the end
We just exchanged sharp words in shaky voices
Even if I pretend that I'm fine, I can't lie
This yearning makes me regret it even more

I look for you in our broken memories
Even when I hold into one, all I remember are your tears, oh

I must've really lost my mind, back then
Without you I have no confidence, in the end, you're everything to me
I went out of my mind for a second

I guess I really didn't realize, that it was so hard
To breath without you, what was I thinking back then?
I had really lost it that day

You can curse me out
Curse me out all, all, all you want
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
You can curse me out
Curse me out all, all, all you want
Until your hatred for me turns into anger
But a long as you can let it all out and we can go back to what we were

We said everything we wanted to say
And I told you we didn't match anymore
When actually it was my fault
For letting my eyes be attracted by someone else when I was still with you

When you asked me if something was wrong
I just shook my head no
I told you not to worry with that
But now I'm worrying about how I said it, why?

I look for you in our broken memories
Even when I hold into one, all I remember are your tears, oh

I must've really lost my mind, back then
Without you I have no confidence, in the end, you're everything to me
I went out of my mind for a second

I guess I really didn't realize, that it was so hard
To breath without you, what was I thinking back then?
I had really lost it that day

I didn't know my place and let you leave
I hate myself for being capable of regretting it
I can't control it, I miss you, yeah
You got so away from me, that now I can't reach you
And now I live in pain of not being capable of forgetting you

I must've really lost my mind, back then
Without you I have no confidence, in the end, you're everything to me
I went out of my mind for a second

I guess I really didn't realize, that it was so hard
To breath without you, what was I thinking back then?
I had really lost it that day

You can curse me out
Curse me out all, all, all you want
Woah, yeah, woah, yeah
You can curse me out
Curse me out all, all, all you want
Until your hatred for me turns into anger
But as long as you can let it all out and we can go back to what we were