Beware (Grrr)

The law of the gun
Grrr, my mind is messy
Like a violent dog, in front of anyone
I stand, without caring, all messy
Dispose of the understanding that can't understand
The gazes towards me, whether good or bad
All feel sharp and frustrating right now
Amidst emotional fluctuations, I'm at war with myself
More sensitive to adults

My state, tone, behavior
Even though I know this shouldn't be
Everything goes against
I want you to understand me
I don't know what will happen
Today, I'm all messy

Don't butt in
Even if you look, all messy, buzzing, buzzing
Don't butt in
Frustrating, all frustrating
Don't run into each other
Bite and chew hard if you bite
Don't run into each other
Frustrating, all frustrating, frustrating

Now I can't even sleep flat
When did the soft pillow
Become a corner in a pile of books?
I want the strength to crush this situation
Push-ups a thousand times are useless
I'm just a changing prisoner
Eyes of adults who don't understand are sly
I can't stand in front of those who make me tired
Those who hit me inside all give up

My state, tone, behavior
Even though I know this shouldn't be
Everything goes against
I want you to understand me
I don't know what will happen
Today, I'm all messy

Don't butt in
Even if you look, all messy, asking, asking
Don't butt in
Frustrating, all frustrating
Don't run into each other
Bite and chew hard if you bite
Don't run into each other
Frustrating, all frustrating, frustrating

We rolling, we rolling
Until the breath reaches the tip of the chin
We growling, we growling
We're changing again, like monsters

I'm like a problem without an answer
I can't solve my anger
My mind is not normal
I know it, but bear with me
In this once-in-a-lifetime moment in life
Even if I get annoyed a bit
Just once, give me a break

How much more do I have to wander?
How much more?
A million kilos
Oh my, oh my, what is this?
Oh my, oh my
Ten million kilos

Spill it all, spill it all, answer it all, grrr