Hellevator

My life is a bottomless cliff
I'm walking through a dark tunnel
Enduring cruel and fearful days alone

The classroom corridors are getting farther away, on a strange path
No corridors
There might be an answer to whether I'm on the right path
Without a single one
The path upwards is a desperate maze that I never want to go back to
Comforting myself by shedding sweat instead of tears

People tell me that the hardships I face
Are passing showers
Even if I'm afraid to catch success
They say to set the trap of failure
Yes, I'm wandering, lured by the bait of pain
Temporarily folding the tired wings of passion

My life is a bottomless cliff
I'm walking through a dark tunnel
Enduring cruel and fearful days alone

Even if I reach out my hand
There's no one to hold me
My pain and tears fall, seeking comfort

I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator

There's nothing
Just worries and cold words for me
Trash dreams, let's give up
As words of surrender hit my ears
Despair only grows
Hope is covered by the hands of those around me

Praying for my survival, I endure
Against the cold gazes staring at me
I'm just a fool, even if things go well
In someone else's eyes
The only thing left is a clown
Throw away the job of being a singer
Listening to those words, my self weakens
Pushing myself further

My life is a bottomless cliff
I'm walking through a dark tunnel
Enduring cruel and fearful days alone

Even if I reach out my hand
There's no one to hold me
My pain and tears fall, seeking comfort

I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator

Where is the exit to find
Pulling me out of the darkness
Rebel a little more, run away from this place
I'm on the hellevator, I'll go up
Escaping from my dark past
Shining light on the dark path ahead
Forgetting the boring time as if going crazy
Running on this path as if to forget
The bell of a new beginning that I ignored rings
I climbed up, holding my hand
To the penthouse that will take me, my hellevator, ah

I'm on a hellevator
My hellevator
I'm on a hellevator