Lost Me

Even though it's too late, how do I appear now?
I'm starting to hate the forced smiles
My true feelings that I've suppressed are full of wounds
Still, I search for answers until tomorrow

Everything was taken away from inside me
I want to find myself before I become numb
Even if I can't see clearly, even once in a million times
Don't end up making mistakes
In this cruel world

I want to be buried in all the love
I don't want to feel lonely
Just as I am
I can't find someone who loves me
I believe I'm not alone in this world anymore
Even if we hurt each other
Realize the hearts we're losing

Uh, yeah
I feel like I'm being betrayed by my past ideals
There's no appearance that fits my expectations anymore
Even if I want to change, it probably won't
So let me be alone
Like the seasons
In various forms
Even if everything changes
It's all my 3605

I want to be buried in all the love
I don't want to feel lonely
Just as I am
I can't find someone who loves me
I believe I'm not alone in this world anymore
Even if we hurt each other
Realize the hearts we're losing

If I can vomit out everything inside me
I might understand who's selfish
Even if I can't see clearly
Even if I'm just one in a million
If you're by my side
I'll be happy with just that
In this broken world

I want to be buried in all the love
I don't want to feel lonely
Just as I am (just as I am)
I can't find someone who loves me (can't find)
I believe I'm not alone in this world anymore
Even if we hurt each other
Realize the hearts we're losing

I lost, I lost me